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This post was triggered by markbottoms post called BECOMING A TOTAL BOTTOM. https://xhamster.com/posts/10394061 I started to write just a comment, but quickly realized I was going to be too wordy for just a comment, so that prompted me to write a post. I'd read markbottoms post first for context of this post --- It also took me some time to become a total bottom too. I was a barely bi guy that had had sex with just a few men when I met my first long term sexbud. I answered an ad, looking for a tall, slim guy to regularly suck his cock. I was 6'1, 155 & sucked more than fucked, so I… Read more

Daddy and Bears Group Sex Party Watching some of the hot group sex videos here on xhamster and flashed on a fantasy. A man had a five bedroom home on the outskirts of Dallas. He was newly divorced, but long had played with men and preferred the way men sucked his cock better than his wife, which she didn't enjoy doing at all. He also preferred manpussy to his wife's pussy. As men were always horny and never had a "headache". He was going to celebrate his new freedom with a "Cumming Out" Party. He was never messing with women again. He had been working on and planning a Daddy and Bears Group… Read more

Input from Members on Safer Sex During Covid I am a cocksucker and occasional bottom (after I've sucked a man off a few times). Somewhat submissive to most men, but can switch with sissy CD's or small dicked sub guys too. I am no longer interested in women. I can't host, but I love meeting men in their hotel rooms, their cars, outside or their residences. I haven't gotten any cock since about last February, with a guy that I have played with on and off for years. I started out as his regular, personal cocksucker and later his bareback bottom. I understand men wearing condoms, so that's perfe… Read more

DISTINCTIONS https://xhamster.com/posts/463997 Wrote the following after reading the above blog where it makes a distinction between shemales (TS) and CD's (TV). I think I know the distinction you are trying to make and I agree. Shemales or transsexuals (TS) become almost more like girls than transvestites (TV) cross gurls do. The latter tend to stay always horny like guys, whereas the former tend not to be as slutty, as real girls also, generally speaking (there certainly are exceptions across every spectrum and gender!) don't either. To tell how I also came to this conclusion, I have to… Read more

Adding yet another disclaimer line: FANTASY, FANTASY, FANTASY and definitely NOT safe right now to suck cock or get a blowjob, unless it is your significant other. This social distancing is frustrating! Usually men are at work and I used to think about how great it would be if they were all home, working from home, making it super easy to swing by and service them. What a Catch-22! Now they are and nothing I can do about it! I think about all the horny men home alone and in need of relief and release and just wish I could help, like I usually do in servicing and sucking their cocks off. Or th… Read more

More Thoughts on Spiritual Bliss and Worship of Cock and Cum I just Favorited a Post from another xhamster member called "The Sacrament of Semen". If you're interested in this subject, I'd recommend reading it in my Favorite blogs too. I was once again thinking about this subject day before yesterday when I was on my knees sucking a very nice man's cock and hearing him moan with pleasure. I thought about how I was essentially making love to him with my mouth, that I was on my knees worshiping his manhood. And we were BOTH in heaven. And how much I totally loved it when I made him cum… Read more

I just read the profile of a young man from the UK, ServantofPriapus, or Will, and it just read a lot like something I would write: "I truly love men, their bodies, their taste, their scent and their minds the way they hold me in their arms before and after sex, their soft passionate words they speak to me and above all the way they get me to submit to them. I'm a bottom only boy and the feeling of submitting to a large powerful man is such an amazing turn on, i'm not interested in course (coarse) or demeaning language but soft sensual passion that gets me weak at the knees. Touch me, kiss… Read more

This is a rather lengthy post I just made on Flickr in a Group called Sissy Cocksuckers2 in response to "I am Proud that I am a Cock Sucker is any of the rest of you feel the same way?". I realize many of my posts here overlap and are sometimes redundant, but you also should be able to read each one on a standalone basis. Thought since I spent so much time on it there, that I'd post it here too. Hope you enjoy! === I aplogize in advance for the length of this post, but I hope it instills pride in all you other sissy cocksuckers too! Yes, I am proud to be a cocksucker! The firs… Read more

While I will always love men, I have discovered I have a LOT of sissy lesbian in me too! I should write another post sometime explaining why, but I guess bottomline is that I could never "switch" with a man, but I get to with a sissy and be the more Domme and see how the other half lives! I just like the instant bond that two CD's have too, with both probably having endured some level of embarrassment and humiliation discovering they are less manly than what they were taught they should be. Anyway, here's a recap one sub sissy sent me from the good time we had: Dear miss Jami, Here i… Read more

This is something I wrote in another forum and wanted to share it with my xhamster friends. Again, not so different than the other stuff I've written, and perhaps boring and redundant, but sometimes saying it another, maybe different way, is more readable. This was in response to a question -- What makes you a sissy? --- What makes me a sissy? Well, we are all different, thank goodness, but for me it was a long, slow process of elimination because of the way I ended up preferring having sex. The first time a cock parted my lips, then I pleased him enough to cum in my mouth, I fel… Read more

This was a response I wrote in another forum to: So how many of you are masc guys that love being sissy cocksuckers? I realize this covers much of what I've already written on the subject and somewhat redundant, but perhaps someone gleans something additional from this. Besides, I wanted to share what I wrote here too. --- I'm the same too -- in fact, my yahoo screen name ( dfw butch sissy jock) was given to me by a real man that knew I didn't look or act very effeminate and if someone saw me NOT in panties or other things only a sissy or a girl wears, someone might mistake me for a rea… Read more

I ran across a man here on xhamster that wondered if it was "wrong" being a heterosexual male and desiring sex with TS's, TV's or CD's. This was my reply to him and thought I'd share it: Saw your comment to my comment, then read your profile and wanted to share my opinion with you on what you said on it. Not only do I not think it is NOT wrong to call yourself hetero for liking trans folks, I think it is enlightened! YOU are STILL performing sexually as a REAL MAN would/should and clearly hetero. You aren't doing one single thing that a man shouldn't do -- you are enjoying your cock… Read more

A man I met on Flickr sent me this email: your body looks ripe for fucking in stockings and panties would love to stretch your sweet ass with my cock, kissing you and your hands caressing my balls, you moaning with pleasure telling me that it is wrong, as you wriggle on my dick you are embarassed wearing gurly clothes but you will do anything to be cocked by me and to suck. as i am about to cum i pull out and cum over your dick you are so excited by my wet cock you orgasm over me i make you lick it off then lovingly suck and kiss my dick --- My response (I love cybersex via email!):… Read more

I realize now that I am better at making men cum than I ever was women and I certainly love making men cum more than I did women. And each time I make a man cum, it just re-validates that I'm not really a real man like I once thought I was, but a male-gurl that loves taking cock and cum like a girl, instead of giving it like a man. I suppose because of the way I was raised and was athletic and thought I was str8 starting out, wearing things like g-string panties and stockings always does make me feel very self concious and embarrassed because I was taught that if there was anything worse t… Read more