So how many masc guys love being sissy cocksuckers

This was a response I wrote in another forum to: So how many of you are masc guys that love being sissy cocksuckers?

I realize this covers much of what I've already written on the subject and somewhat redundant, but perhaps someone gleans something additional from this. Besides, I wanted to share what I wrote here too.
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I'm the same too -- in fact, my yahoo screen name ( dfw butch sissy jock) was given to me by a real man that knew I didn't look or act very effeminate and if someone saw me NOT in panties or other things only a sissy or a girl wears, someone might mistake me for a real man too.

That is actually why he put me in panties, et al, because I sucked cock, swallowed his loads and was as good as pussy as any fem sissy or real girl.

He said that wearing panties, etc. would better reflect my sexuality and instantly communicate to others, as well as acknowledge to myself, that I would always be the one who performed sexually as the "gurl", just as I had always done for him! He said that he never met any girl or sissy that loved his cock and getting his loads more than I did!

I actually balked at putting on the panties, bra and hose the first time (that he had laid out on his bed!), telling him I was not a girl or a sissy! My former str8 brain just couldn't fathom being a sissy too!

He told me he was very clear I was not a girl, but that sexually I was no different than any other sissy he had ever had. He told me that although I was clearly male, I didn't do anything sexually a man is supposed to do, thus, NOT much of a man sexually!

He told me that I couldn't help the sexuality I was born with anymore than he could and the sooner I accepted that, the happier I would be! He told me that males like me had been around since the beginning of time and would always be around.

He told me that men GIVE cock and cum and girls and sissies TAKE cock and cum and asked me which I had always done for him? I had to sheepishly admit, it was the latter and that that was why I was there today too. I actually craved his cock and cum and these days, whenever I thought of sex, I no longer thought much like a real man is supposed to because I always thought of his cock and cum!

What really talked me into it, was him telling me that it would please him (and nothing made me happier than pleasing this man and proof of it was getting the results of his pleasure -- his cum!) and that if he didn't please me, I never had to do it again! Besides, his robe was tented big time and I was in lust for it!

I thought, "Ok, I want to please him and I can do this just this one time!"

Well, a very long story short, I did it and HE did it! Make me VERY happy I did, that is!

Quite honestly, after sucking a load from him, then sucking him hard again, then him breeding me and making me feel like I actually had a wet pussy, and I felt like I knew almost exactly how a woman felt, a shift happened and it suddenly felt very appropriate for someone with a wet pussy to be wearing panties, etc.! What else should someone wear that was carrying around two loads of "her" man's sperm!? Oh gosh! I WAS dressed appropriately! What more evidence do I need!?

I never balked again. Quite the contrary, I looked forward to seeing what gurly things he bought for me next! He told me that just as there are tomboy girls, there are tomboy sissys and that I turned him on and that I couldn't be a better gurl if I had been born with a vagina! He really didn't mind that I wasn't smooth or effeminate or swishy! Just that I made him happy to be a man, while he made me happy I wasn't! He told me I was now officially his gurlfriend, his malegurlfriend and once that barrier was broken and I accepted my sexual lot in life, he was right, I couldn't have been happier! And I had a real man that really and truly liked me the way I was! I really was/AM a pussyboy and sissy cocksucker! Just not a smooth, swishy, effeminate one!

Wonders never cease!