Becoming a Total Bottom
This post was triggered by markbottoms post called BECOMING A TOTAL BOTTOM.
https://xhamster.com/posts/10394061
I started to write just a comment, but quickly realized I was going to be too wordy for just a comment, so that prompted me to write a post. I'd read markbottoms post first for context of this post
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It also took me some time to become a total bottom too.
I was a barely bi guy that had had sex with just a few men when I met my first long term sexbud. I answered an ad, looking for a tall, slim guy to regularly suck his cock. I was 6'1, 155 & sucked more than fucked, so I fit the bill. I loved sucking men off!
He greeted me at his apt. door, nude, in an OPEN robe and I had to gasp! His photo had not done him justice! He was older (I was 28 and he was 31), with a hairy barrel chest and was much taller (6'4), 80-90 lbs heavier (240) and while I thought I had a decent size cock, his made me feel like a little boy standing next to a grown man!
Talk about weak in the knees! Barely inside his door, he touched my shoulder and down I went immediately sucking his incredible cock while fully clothed! I had never done that before! He was very verbal moaning & telling me how good it felt. Only about 10-minutes later, he grabbed my head and fucked a huge cum spurt in my mouth, then withdrew & painted my face!
Then said, "Thanks! I really needed that! I hate to do this to you, but I'm really pressed for time. I want you back here Friday (this was a Tuesday) at Happy Hour and I will let you suck me longer" and with that showed me the door!
I walked back to my car with cum still all over my face! And you probably guessed, two girls saw me and went "Ewww!" and I was so embarrassed! I cleaned my face off with tissue I carry in my car and thought, "What just happened!?" I'd never done anything like being used like that before!
Would I return Friday? You betcha! Longest three days of my life! I was early! And this Daddy made me strip to suck him from then on.
I sucked him about a dozen times and he started fingering my hole and telling me I had a cute little ass. Uh oh. He wanted more than for me to just be his cocksucker! I was a little worried because his would be the biggest cock I'd ever taken. But he was masterful and while inexperienced, he hurt less than guys that had fucked me with smaller cocks!
Just as quickly as I became his cocksucker, I became his bottom! I actually got to where I missed sucking him off because I now was only sucking him to get him ready to fuck me or between sessions and he was insatiable, so that was almost every time. After a half dozen fuckings or so, in every position known to man and every room in his apt., he said he'd be exclusive to me if I would be to him and we would dispense with condoms! So, we did that and it was a whole new ballgame with him breeding me!
After a few bareback fuckings, he said something that would soon change my worldview! WHILE he was fucking me, he told me my 'pussy' felt so good! Maybe it was my high pitched squeals, which surprised even me sounding so girly. Now granted, my former str8 brain had thought about how I had swallowed his loads and now he was breeding me and I was thinking this must be how a girl feels, but I am a GUY! I don't have a pussy! Without thinking too much about it, I said as much, "Daddy, I'm not a girl, I'm a guy, I don't have a pussy!"
It was almost as if Daddy was ready for my tepid response because he buried his cock even deeper into me and said, "Listen up. I didn't say you were a girl. You wouldn't be here if you were. I said your pussy feels good and any hole that FUNCTIONS as a pussy, be it a vagina or mouth or asshole can be called a pussy. And if a man cums in it, it can also be called GOOD pussy! And you already have been good pussy for me, more than once. You are good pussy and couldn't be better pussy for me if you had a vagina! My cock is buried in your pussy right now! I like fucking your pussy. Don't you like me fucking your pussy? If you do, tell me right now you love me fucking your pussy. If not, I'll pull out and go find some other pussy."
Oh my gawd! His logic seemed impeccable and I sure did NOT want him to pull out, so I sheepishly said, "Yes Daddy, I love your cock in my pussy!", which he KNEW I would do and he continued to fuck me silly and deposited a HUGE load inside me! Gosh, I really was good pussy! So, now I had a pussy! Wonders never cease!
After Daddy fucked my pussy a few more times, one day he told me he had a surprise for me and led me to the bedroom. There laid out neatly on the bed was a bra & panties set and some thigh high hose! I nearly shit a brick! Maybe my hole was functioning as pussy, but I was no sissy or girl and told him as such and no way was I putting that stuff on! Enough was enough!
Once again, Daddy was ready with a response. "Baby, once again, I have to tell you that I know you aren't a girl. I don't want you to be a girl, just have sex like one, which you already do, and dress like one, which would turn me on big time. Sissy? While you DO sound like a girl, squealing in a high pitch voice when I am fucking you, you're not really effeminate enough to be a sissy, but time will tell ... maybe a butch sissy. Or a GUy-giRL or GURL. Or pussyboy. But you have to admit you suck my dick and are pussy for me and love being pussy for me and I simply want you to dress to reflect that. Tell you what. Do this for me this one time and if I don't make you happy you did, you never have to do it again!"
I thought, "What the hell? Ok, I DO wish to please my man and what harm could it be to do it just this once", so I said, "Ok" and watched his cock grow bigger than I'd ever seen it before! Ohhh, so this is why girls dress sexy for men! To make their cocks harder! I get it now! I was embarrassed and humiliated putting that gurly sissy stuff on, but at the same time, really getting hot too! My brain was fried!
Long story a tad shorter, he did it!! Make me happy I did, that is. He fucked me differently this time, with more passion, almost like a man would fuck a girl! And I never balked again about wearing any fem stuff for him again! Unless really pressed for time, I dressed as a gurl for him almost every time and even began to look forward to seeing what he bought me next! One memory stands out and that was looking at the sliding mirror closet next to his bed and seeing his cock disappearing in and out of my pantied ass! Oh gawd! There was only one real man in the room and it sure wasn't me! It was official. I really was a pussy!
Speaking of which, you triggered a few other memories. One is that he shaved me front and my ass & pussy in the back. He also left a little landing strip in front, so that anyone seeing it would know I was a pussy. Daddy also referred to my dick as a clit, telling me it was about as useless as one. I'd get hard when sucking, but always go soft and limp when fucking. Damnedest thing! I was having some of the hottest sex of my life and no longer even using my dick!
The other memory is you bringing up 'pussy lips'. We were now fucking 2 and 3 times a week and he was always good for 2 or 3 loads, so fucking for 2 or 3 hours. One Saturday, we had a sex marathon from about noon until after midnight and he deposited EIGHT loads in my pussy! Hey, we were young and always horny. So, I developed pussy lips too! You know how an asshole is round and puckered? Well, mine was now elongated and had puffy pussy lips and Daddy was so proud of how it now even looked like a pussy and he could slide in with zero effort now anytime he wished! I was his male gurlfriend for several years, until he got promoted and transferred.
I'm much older now, but I am with a man that I met last summer. I've sucked him off almost 60 times in just under a year. I'm just his cocksucker now, but he refers to me as his "gurl" and that I am making him forget about real girls. That's a nice compliment.
Anyway, thanks for you post! it trigger all the above memories!
https://xhamster.com/posts/10394061
I started to write just a comment, but quickly realized I was going to be too wordy for just a comment, so that prompted me to write a post. I'd read markbottoms post first for context of this post
---
It also took me some time to become a total bottom too.
I was a barely bi guy that had had sex with just a few men when I met my first long term sexbud. I answered an ad, looking for a tall, slim guy to regularly suck his cock. I was 6'1, 155 & sucked more than fucked, so I fit the bill. I loved sucking men off!
He greeted me at his apt. door, nude, in an OPEN robe and I had to gasp! His photo had not done him justice! He was older (I was 28 and he was 31), with a hairy barrel chest and was much taller (6'4), 80-90 lbs heavier (240) and while I thought I had a decent size cock, his made me feel like a little boy standing next to a grown man!
Talk about weak in the knees! Barely inside his door, he touched my shoulder and down I went immediately sucking his incredible cock while fully clothed! I had never done that before! He was very verbal moaning & telling me how good it felt. Only about 10-minutes later, he grabbed my head and fucked a huge cum spurt in my mouth, then withdrew & painted my face!
Then said, "Thanks! I really needed that! I hate to do this to you, but I'm really pressed for time. I want you back here Friday (this was a Tuesday) at Happy Hour and I will let you suck me longer" and with that showed me the door!
I walked back to my car with cum still all over my face! And you probably guessed, two girls saw me and went "Ewww!" and I was so embarrassed! I cleaned my face off with tissue I carry in my car and thought, "What just happened!?" I'd never done anything like being used like that before!
Would I return Friday? You betcha! Longest three days of my life! I was early! And this Daddy made me strip to suck him from then on.
I sucked him about a dozen times and he started fingering my hole and telling me I had a cute little ass. Uh oh. He wanted more than for me to just be his cocksucker! I was a little worried because his would be the biggest cock I'd ever taken. But he was masterful and while inexperienced, he hurt less than guys that had fucked me with smaller cocks!
Just as quickly as I became his cocksucker, I became his bottom! I actually got to where I missed sucking him off because I now was only sucking him to get him ready to fuck me or between sessions and he was insatiable, so that was almost every time. After a half dozen fuckings or so, in every position known to man and every room in his apt., he said he'd be exclusive to me if I would be to him and we would dispense with condoms! So, we did that and it was a whole new ballgame with him breeding me!
After a few bareback fuckings, he said something that would soon change my worldview! WHILE he was fucking me, he told me my 'pussy' felt so good! Maybe it was my high pitched squeals, which surprised even me sounding so girly. Now granted, my former str8 brain had thought about how I had swallowed his loads and now he was breeding me and I was thinking this must be how a girl feels, but I am a GUY! I don't have a pussy! Without thinking too much about it, I said as much, "Daddy, I'm not a girl, I'm a guy, I don't have a pussy!"
It was almost as if Daddy was ready for my tepid response because he buried his cock even deeper into me and said, "Listen up. I didn't say you were a girl. You wouldn't be here if you were. I said your pussy feels good and any hole that FUNCTIONS as a pussy, be it a vagina or mouth or asshole can be called a pussy. And if a man cums in it, it can also be called GOOD pussy! And you already have been good pussy for me, more than once. You are good pussy and couldn't be better pussy for me if you had a vagina! My cock is buried in your pussy right now! I like fucking your pussy. Don't you like me fucking your pussy? If you do, tell me right now you love me fucking your pussy. If not, I'll pull out and go find some other pussy."
Oh my gawd! His logic seemed impeccable and I sure did NOT want him to pull out, so I sheepishly said, "Yes Daddy, I love your cock in my pussy!", which he KNEW I would do and he continued to fuck me silly and deposited a HUGE load inside me! Gosh, I really was good pussy! So, now I had a pussy! Wonders never cease!
After Daddy fucked my pussy a few more times, one day he told me he had a surprise for me and led me to the bedroom. There laid out neatly on the bed was a bra & panties set and some thigh high hose! I nearly shit a brick! Maybe my hole was functioning as pussy, but I was no sissy or girl and told him as such and no way was I putting that stuff on! Enough was enough!
Once again, Daddy was ready with a response. "Baby, once again, I have to tell you that I know you aren't a girl. I don't want you to be a girl, just have sex like one, which you already do, and dress like one, which would turn me on big time. Sissy? While you DO sound like a girl, squealing in a high pitch voice when I am fucking you, you're not really effeminate enough to be a sissy, but time will tell ... maybe a butch sissy. Or a GUy-giRL or GURL. Or pussyboy. But you have to admit you suck my dick and are pussy for me and love being pussy for me and I simply want you to dress to reflect that. Tell you what. Do this for me this one time and if I don't make you happy you did, you never have to do it again!"
I thought, "What the hell? Ok, I DO wish to please my man and what harm could it be to do it just this once", so I said, "Ok" and watched his cock grow bigger than I'd ever seen it before! Ohhh, so this is why girls dress sexy for men! To make their cocks harder! I get it now! I was embarrassed and humiliated putting that gurly sissy stuff on, but at the same time, really getting hot too! My brain was fried!
Long story a tad shorter, he did it!! Make me happy I did, that is. He fucked me differently this time, with more passion, almost like a man would fuck a girl! And I never balked again about wearing any fem stuff for him again! Unless really pressed for time, I dressed as a gurl for him almost every time and even began to look forward to seeing what he bought me next! One memory stands out and that was looking at the sliding mirror closet next to his bed and seeing his cock disappearing in and out of my pantied ass! Oh gawd! There was only one real man in the room and it sure wasn't me! It was official. I really was a pussy!
Speaking of which, you triggered a few other memories. One is that he shaved me front and my ass & pussy in the back. He also left a little landing strip in front, so that anyone seeing it would know I was a pussy. Daddy also referred to my dick as a clit, telling me it was about as useless as one. I'd get hard when sucking, but always go soft and limp when fucking. Damnedest thing! I was having some of the hottest sex of my life and no longer even using my dick!
The other memory is you bringing up 'pussy lips'. We were now fucking 2 and 3 times a week and he was always good for 2 or 3 loads, so fucking for 2 or 3 hours. One Saturday, we had a sex marathon from about noon until after midnight and he deposited EIGHT loads in my pussy! Hey, we were young and always horny. So, I developed pussy lips too! You know how an asshole is round and puckered? Well, mine was now elongated and had puffy pussy lips and Daddy was so proud of how it now even looked like a pussy and he could slide in with zero effort now anytime he wished! I was his male gurlfriend for several years, until he got promoted and transferred.
I'm much older now, but I am with a man that I met last summer. I've sucked him off almost 60 times in just under a year. I'm just his cocksucker now, but he refers to me as his "gurl" and that I am making him forget about real girls. That's a nice compliment.
Anyway, thanks for you post! it trigger all the above memories!
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