Distinctions between TV & TS
DISTINCTIONS
https://xhamster.com/posts/463997
Wrote the following after reading the above blog where it makes a distinction between shemales (TS) and CD's (TV).
I think I know the distinction you are trying to make and I agree. Shemales or transsexuals (TS) become almost more like girls than transvestites (TV) cross gurls do. The latter tend to stay always horny like guys, whereas the former tend not to be as slutty, as real girls also, generally speaking (there certainly are exceptions across every spectrum and gender!) don't either.
To tell how I also came to this conclusion, I have to start at the beginning and why I personally became the way I am too.
I grew up 100% str8 and couldn't imagine anything else. Not in my paradigm whatsoever. Untillll ... I saw my first hetero porn flick that was primarily about sucking cock. It was at a frat stag poker party. And while my brothers were oohing and ahhing about wishing that was their cocks being sucked, for some reason, completely from out of the blue and left field, the thought popped into my brain how much I would love to suck those hard cocks! I think it was my first time ever really seeing an erection, other than my own! Having played all organized sports, I had seen plenty of dicks in the locker room and showers, but never hard! Instant fascination for me! But, I thought I had had WAY too much to drink and that I better get laid fast! Which I did. Hey, the sex with women was never easier than when in college.
But for some damn reason, I could NOT get cock out of my head and that led me down the curious path for a year or two and then finally hooking up with a guy.
We got together at 5pm and I didn't leave until almost 4am! I was sooo nervous to start though. And drank a massive quantity of beer. loosening my inhibitions, while we talked the first couple of hours and told him why I was there. That I was curious to suck a cock. He was a pretty cool guy and came up with the perfect ice breaker for me -- a nice, hot warm, soapy shower together (I still think that's the best icebreaker in the book). Then to bed. I could go into greater detail, but trying to work myself toward the point of all this.
I sucked his cock and it was amazing! Better than what I had been fantasizing. When he came in my mouth, I hadn't thought that far ahead and wasn't sure about that, but hey, I swallowed it all because he had a pretty firm grip on the back of my head. Oh my gosh! I just did what girls do! I thought that way because I didn't know what gays did -- again, my paradigm. He told me I was a great cocksucker and was I sure this was my first time ever. I was very embarrassed being told that, but I told him I had sucked off a thousand cocks in my imagination!
We laid there and he asked if I was also curious to get fucked. I said no. But, that didn't prevent him from what I would later have to call, seducing me, by drinking more, rubbing my body and making me hot and horny. We took another hot, soapy shower and he made a point of rubbing his cock between my butt cheeks, but I still couldn't fathom it.
Back to bed, more discussion, more rubbing, then some lube and playing with my hole, then placing me face down, rubbing his erection up and down, telling me to raise my ass, which he then slipped a pillow under, then slipped his cock head in and I protested BIG time! He told me to push out like I was taking a dump. I didn't know why, but quickly found out as his cock popped half way deep into my ass and he held perfectly still, but rubbing my shoulders, getting me to relax and breathe. He was a gentleman and asked if I wanted him to stop, I said no, please continue!
Well, he ended up fucking me silly and depositing a huge load of hot cum in my ass and you can probably guess what my thought was -- that now I knew how a woman felt being fucked!
I really equated sucking cock, being fucked and bred with what women do, because that's all I knew what to compare with! We fucked and sucked with me being the only one taking cock and cum, for the rest of the night!
When I was leaving he said he wanted to see me again and that I would be pleasing a lot of men with my hot mouth and hot ass. I was strangely complimented, but thought it was a one-time deal of exploring my sexuality and while I was proud of myself for going for it, I never had to do it again. So, I never saw him again. Much to my later regret, when I discovered my true sexual desires. Because if I thought just getting cock out of my head from just watching a video was tough versus actually doing it and loving it, I was naive to say the least!
I had this thought driving home -- about how unmanly and un-masculine I felt sucking cock, swallowing cum and having a man fuck my ass exactly like it was pussy. I mean, how does ANY male feel very manly with a cock in their mouth and especially up their ass!? Was I still a real man? He had said something just as he began fucking me, that I would never again feel fully a 100% real man again now knowing what it was like to be fucked like I had a pussy! There's no undoing it, no un-sucking a cock or un-fucking! I would FOREVER know what sucking off a man and being fucked by him was like! I didn't have a clue as to what he was talking about then, but now I sure had a sense of exactly what he was talking about! Again, I was stuck in that paradigm of thinking I had just pleased a man like I had always thought a woman would/should! My nipples are actually hard writing about this!
Ok, fast forward several years. And yeah, even though it was over a year from that hot night until cock #2, there was a 2nd time, then a 3rd time, etc. Couldn't help it. I really loved sex with men and how hot it was, not to mention much easier to score, once I figured that out too!
I figured I was at the very least BI. And I billed myself as "versatile". Because my former str8 brain, couldn't handle thinking of myself as solely just a cocksucker or bottom. I hooked up with guys, but somehow always seemed to end up on my knees sucking dick or taking cock in my little bottom. Did hook up with one "versatile" guy a few times and it was funny, we'd always argue about whose turn it was to fuck the other! We both wanted to bottom. He solved that by buying a double dildo! LOL Truth be told, looking back on it all, I didn't like topping and never had 2nd hookups with guys that wanted me to fuck them. Except that one "versatile" guy who was really about as "versatile" as I was! Meaning not really!
Anyway, about Man #5 or #6, I found my first long term sexbud. I hooked up with him initially to just suck his cock, which I did the first few times we played. Then we started fucking too, with me on bottom, of course. Seemed like a natural progression.
He taught me nearly everything! Including telling myself the truth about NOT being versatile. One time he called me a 'bottom' and I protested, telling him I am versatile.
He said if you are so versatile, I want you to fuck me NOW!
I should describe this stud. He was 6'3 to my 6'. He was 220 to my 160-lbs. He had a broad massive hairy chest and built like a middle linebacker, with not an ounce of fat on him. I had a decent build, but it was more like a swimmer's build or slender basketball player (which ended up being my primary sport and I played it at the varsity level). Cocks? Well, his was an above average thickness, but not fat, good solid 7-8". Mine? Just under 6" and slender and he would embarrass me by calling it "cute". I never thought of it as small until with him and in comparison, I certainly was. Cute is NOT a word I would use with his cock -- his was gorgeous, handsome and VERY manly! He looked like a taller, more handsome version of Sean Connery! In almost every aspect, he made me feel like a little boy next to a grown man! In a word -- perfect and a REAL masculine stud.
But, I'm cocky, so I thought to myself, "Ok! By golly, I'll show him!" He just sat on the bed with a silly grin and didn't help a bit. I'd get hard, put on the condom, tell him to get on all fours, then go soft before I even could begin to fuck him. Repeat -- get hard, go soft. I tried and tried and tried! I was determined but FAILED. I had never not been able to fuck anything before this very moment! Maybe I fall victim to stereotypes at this time of my life still very much a neophyte at man-to-man sex, but I just couldn't picture someone so manly and masculine being fucked! They don't get fucked, they fuck! It felt like a mouse trying to fuck a lion! Or the fact that I had swallowed so many of his loads and he had fucked my masculinity clean out of me or something! I sat on the bed next to him, almost in tears, realizing he was totally right -- I really was a bottom!
He was so nice and put his arm around me and said he knew the first time we met from the way I sucked and worshiped his cock I was a bottom and then how I took to him fucking me, like a duck to water!
He told me to get on his knees and suck his cock and I would feel better. He was right.
"You can't help the sexuality you were born with, anymore than the way I can help the way I am."
Then he told me, he was going to make me happy I was what I was. He was right about that too. He fucked me silly for the next hour or so. First time he ever called my hole a 'pussy' too, telling me that any hole that functions as pussy can be called pussy, including a mouth! Oh great! Now, I have a pussy too! He also made me admit to being a bottom and I have been telling the truth about that ever since!
Fast forward another year with this same stud. We both had tested and were getting ready to dispense with condoms and fuck bareback. I couldn't wait! I hadn't fucked bareback since my first time or two, then safer sex became a requirement for everyone.
When I arrived his place, this was the big day that he was going to breed me!
He said he had a surprise for me and led me to his bedroom. There on the bed was a red bra & panties set and red thigh high hose!
I nearly shit myself! Never in a million years had I thought about wearing panties! Sure, I knew what I was doing sexually was the traditional role of women, but I sure didn't think of myself as a sissy! In fact, I still had it in my head that if there was anything worse than being a fag (which I was just now getting used to thinking I was), was being a sissy fag! Needless to say, I balked big time, telling him I wasn't a girl nor sissy!
I should point out right here as an aside, that I had this irrational fear that maybe deep down I wanted to be a girl, since I was now having sex like one. Was I going to end up having a sex change operation and have boobs!? Oh hell no!
Yet, here I was doing all these other things that I once would have bet a bazillion dollars too that I'd never do! But, STILL, I just didn't think that was true! I loved everything about being a guy! Ummm ... except for the sex part. And yes, I knew most men sure didn't think sucking dick or being fucked was the definition of manliness! I was confused really. I did have this fear and now my Stud was playing right into it! Is this the next step in me losing my dick and balls and become a girl? No, no, no! This isn't happening!
He just smiled, sat on the bed and whenever I got excited or resistant, he'd have me suck his cock and look up at him. So, we're both naked and I'm on my knees submissively sucking his gorgeous cock and he was right -- it ALWAYS calmed me down and made me wish to do most anything to please him.
He said, "Listen up. I KNOW you aren't a girl. You wouldn't be here if you were. I have found that I actually prefer guys like you over women, which are just way too much of a hassle right now and I'm too busy for that. Maybe someday if I want k**s. However, don't disparage sissies. You have sex exactly like sissies do. You love my cock in your mouth right now more than anything. You love swallowing my cum loads. So, does a sissy. You love me fucking you and in a few minutes, breeding and seeding you. So, does a sissy. I don't want to make you into a girl or even a shemale, because I think you are better than both -- much hornier and much better in pleasing me. You are almost like a 3rd gender -- not a woman, not a man, but a guy who loves sex like a girl -- a guy-girl or gurl, if you will. I simple want you to have sex like a sissy or guy-girl or gurl and dress to reflect how you now always have sex! Tell you what, try it just this once and if I don't please you, you never have to do it again. It would please me greatly Babe!"
Magic words: "It would please me greatly!" He KNOWS all I want to do is please him when his cock is in me. He cheats, but I love it. I take him all the way down my throat, lift off his cock and say, "Ok."
And almost immediately regretted it when I got up, sat on the bed, pulled those red panties on, then the hose and got him to help fasten the red bra. You know "Fifty Shades of Grey"? Well, I turned at least 50 shades of red! And he didn't help by teasing me, "Bet your buddies would love to see you now!" Then make me feel a little better telling me I looked sexy as hell. And his cock didn't lie -- it was bigger and harder than I'd EVER seen it before!
Then, we had the hottest sex I had EVER had in my life up to that point. One distinct memory I have is seeing myself in the sliding glass mirror closet doors by his bed and seeing this handsome stud fucking this skinny gurl and that gurl was me! And then the feeling of his cum soaking my pussy! Those two memories will stick in my brain forever! It was soooo surreal and I never felt less manly and masculine in my life! Yet, man of his word, he pleased me greatly!
I never balked about dressing as a gurl for him again! On the contrary, I began to look forward to what he'd buy me next to wear for him!
Anyway, that long story is where I finally became ok with my sexuality. I never worried about the fear of becoming a girl or shemale again.
I was something different -- I was a guy that loved having sex as a gurl. I had the same sex drive as a guy I'd always had, it was just that I now craved a cock and cum in my mouth and little bottom versus giving it like real men do.
Call me a sissy, a guy-girl (gurl), cross gurl, pussyboy, CD bottom, cocksucker or just a gay submissive bottom, doesn't matter. I'm just not remotely related to being a girl or shemale, except for the way I perform sexually and crossdress to reflect that. The men I like and end up with, like me the way I am and they like that I am male, because that's what drives my horniness! But, I please them with my mouth and pussy as well or better than most girls.
More power to shemales and I have absolutely nothing against them whatsoever, but I am NOT a transsexual wishing to be a girl. I just want to have sex like a girl and dress like one. I have ZERO desire to be a shemale, because again, that is losing being a guy and closer to a girl than a guy. I am a guy and I want to keep my dick and balls, even though I don't use them, because they are what also keeps me horny like a guy. At best, I am just a transvestite because I crossdress because it turns on some guys and I love turning on guys. I don't even have to crossdress and only crossdress when playing with someone -- be it a man that prefers that or another CD, which, btw, is also VERY fun.
I have lost my fear of me becoming a girl completely. I don't want to be a girl or even a shemale, just a guy who pleases men like a gurl. And I like playing with other gurls too! Especially the ones who have figured this out too!
Cheers all! Stay safe! Can't wait to get some cock after all this shelter-in-place is over!
https://xhamster.com/posts/463997
Wrote the following after reading the above blog where it makes a distinction between shemales (TS) and CD's (TV).
I think I know the distinction you are trying to make and I agree. Shemales or transsexuals (TS) become almost more like girls than transvestites (TV) cross gurls do. The latter tend to stay always horny like guys, whereas the former tend not to be as slutty, as real girls also, generally speaking (there certainly are exceptions across every spectrum and gender!) don't either.
To tell how I also came to this conclusion, I have to start at the beginning and why I personally became the way I am too.
I grew up 100% str8 and couldn't imagine anything else. Not in my paradigm whatsoever. Untillll ... I saw my first hetero porn flick that was primarily about sucking cock. It was at a frat stag poker party. And while my brothers were oohing and ahhing about wishing that was their cocks being sucked, for some reason, completely from out of the blue and left field, the thought popped into my brain how much I would love to suck those hard cocks! I think it was my first time ever really seeing an erection, other than my own! Having played all organized sports, I had seen plenty of dicks in the locker room and showers, but never hard! Instant fascination for me! But, I thought I had had WAY too much to drink and that I better get laid fast! Which I did. Hey, the sex with women was never easier than when in college.
But for some damn reason, I could NOT get cock out of my head and that led me down the curious path for a year or two and then finally hooking up with a guy.
We got together at 5pm and I didn't leave until almost 4am! I was sooo nervous to start though. And drank a massive quantity of beer. loosening my inhibitions, while we talked the first couple of hours and told him why I was there. That I was curious to suck a cock. He was a pretty cool guy and came up with the perfect ice breaker for me -- a nice, hot warm, soapy shower together (I still think that's the best icebreaker in the book). Then to bed. I could go into greater detail, but trying to work myself toward the point of all this.
I sucked his cock and it was amazing! Better than what I had been fantasizing. When he came in my mouth, I hadn't thought that far ahead and wasn't sure about that, but hey, I swallowed it all because he had a pretty firm grip on the back of my head. Oh my gosh! I just did what girls do! I thought that way because I didn't know what gays did -- again, my paradigm. He told me I was a great cocksucker and was I sure this was my first time ever. I was very embarrassed being told that, but I told him I had sucked off a thousand cocks in my imagination!
We laid there and he asked if I was also curious to get fucked. I said no. But, that didn't prevent him from what I would later have to call, seducing me, by drinking more, rubbing my body and making me hot and horny. We took another hot, soapy shower and he made a point of rubbing his cock between my butt cheeks, but I still couldn't fathom it.
Back to bed, more discussion, more rubbing, then some lube and playing with my hole, then placing me face down, rubbing his erection up and down, telling me to raise my ass, which he then slipped a pillow under, then slipped his cock head in and I protested BIG time! He told me to push out like I was taking a dump. I didn't know why, but quickly found out as his cock popped half way deep into my ass and he held perfectly still, but rubbing my shoulders, getting me to relax and breathe. He was a gentleman and asked if I wanted him to stop, I said no, please continue!
Well, he ended up fucking me silly and depositing a huge load of hot cum in my ass and you can probably guess what my thought was -- that now I knew how a woman felt being fucked!
I really equated sucking cock, being fucked and bred with what women do, because that's all I knew what to compare with! We fucked and sucked with me being the only one taking cock and cum, for the rest of the night!
When I was leaving he said he wanted to see me again and that I would be pleasing a lot of men with my hot mouth and hot ass. I was strangely complimented, but thought it was a one-time deal of exploring my sexuality and while I was proud of myself for going for it, I never had to do it again. So, I never saw him again. Much to my later regret, when I discovered my true sexual desires. Because if I thought just getting cock out of my head from just watching a video was tough versus actually doing it and loving it, I was naive to say the least!
I had this thought driving home -- about how unmanly and un-masculine I felt sucking cock, swallowing cum and having a man fuck my ass exactly like it was pussy. I mean, how does ANY male feel very manly with a cock in their mouth and especially up their ass!? Was I still a real man? He had said something just as he began fucking me, that I would never again feel fully a 100% real man again now knowing what it was like to be fucked like I had a pussy! There's no undoing it, no un-sucking a cock or un-fucking! I would FOREVER know what sucking off a man and being fucked by him was like! I didn't have a clue as to what he was talking about then, but now I sure had a sense of exactly what he was talking about! Again, I was stuck in that paradigm of thinking I had just pleased a man like I had always thought a woman would/should! My nipples are actually hard writing about this!
Ok, fast forward several years. And yeah, even though it was over a year from that hot night until cock #2, there was a 2nd time, then a 3rd time, etc. Couldn't help it. I really loved sex with men and how hot it was, not to mention much easier to score, once I figured that out too!
I figured I was at the very least BI. And I billed myself as "versatile". Because my former str8 brain, couldn't handle thinking of myself as solely just a cocksucker or bottom. I hooked up with guys, but somehow always seemed to end up on my knees sucking dick or taking cock in my little bottom. Did hook up with one "versatile" guy a few times and it was funny, we'd always argue about whose turn it was to fuck the other! We both wanted to bottom. He solved that by buying a double dildo! LOL Truth be told, looking back on it all, I didn't like topping and never had 2nd hookups with guys that wanted me to fuck them. Except that one "versatile" guy who was really about as "versatile" as I was! Meaning not really!
Anyway, about Man #5 or #6, I found my first long term sexbud. I hooked up with him initially to just suck his cock, which I did the first few times we played. Then we started fucking too, with me on bottom, of course. Seemed like a natural progression.
He taught me nearly everything! Including telling myself the truth about NOT being versatile. One time he called me a 'bottom' and I protested, telling him I am versatile.
He said if you are so versatile, I want you to fuck me NOW!
I should describe this stud. He was 6'3 to my 6'. He was 220 to my 160-lbs. He had a broad massive hairy chest and built like a middle linebacker, with not an ounce of fat on him. I had a decent build, but it was more like a swimmer's build or slender basketball player (which ended up being my primary sport and I played it at the varsity level). Cocks? Well, his was an above average thickness, but not fat, good solid 7-8". Mine? Just under 6" and slender and he would embarrass me by calling it "cute". I never thought of it as small until with him and in comparison, I certainly was. Cute is NOT a word I would use with his cock -- his was gorgeous, handsome and VERY manly! He looked like a taller, more handsome version of Sean Connery! In almost every aspect, he made me feel like a little boy next to a grown man! In a word -- perfect and a REAL masculine stud.
But, I'm cocky, so I thought to myself, "Ok! By golly, I'll show him!" He just sat on the bed with a silly grin and didn't help a bit. I'd get hard, put on the condom, tell him to get on all fours, then go soft before I even could begin to fuck him. Repeat -- get hard, go soft. I tried and tried and tried! I was determined but FAILED. I had never not been able to fuck anything before this very moment! Maybe I fall victim to stereotypes at this time of my life still very much a neophyte at man-to-man sex, but I just couldn't picture someone so manly and masculine being fucked! They don't get fucked, they fuck! It felt like a mouse trying to fuck a lion! Or the fact that I had swallowed so many of his loads and he had fucked my masculinity clean out of me or something! I sat on the bed next to him, almost in tears, realizing he was totally right -- I really was a bottom!
He was so nice and put his arm around me and said he knew the first time we met from the way I sucked and worshiped his cock I was a bottom and then how I took to him fucking me, like a duck to water!
He told me to get on his knees and suck his cock and I would feel better. He was right.
"You can't help the sexuality you were born with, anymore than the way I can help the way I am."
Then he told me, he was going to make me happy I was what I was. He was right about that too. He fucked me silly for the next hour or so. First time he ever called my hole a 'pussy' too, telling me that any hole that functions as pussy can be called pussy, including a mouth! Oh great! Now, I have a pussy too! He also made me admit to being a bottom and I have been telling the truth about that ever since!
Fast forward another year with this same stud. We both had tested and were getting ready to dispense with condoms and fuck bareback. I couldn't wait! I hadn't fucked bareback since my first time or two, then safer sex became a requirement for everyone.
When I arrived his place, this was the big day that he was going to breed me!
He said he had a surprise for me and led me to his bedroom. There on the bed was a red bra & panties set and red thigh high hose!
I nearly shit myself! Never in a million years had I thought about wearing panties! Sure, I knew what I was doing sexually was the traditional role of women, but I sure didn't think of myself as a sissy! In fact, I still had it in my head that if there was anything worse than being a fag (which I was just now getting used to thinking I was), was being a sissy fag! Needless to say, I balked big time, telling him I wasn't a girl nor sissy!
I should point out right here as an aside, that I had this irrational fear that maybe deep down I wanted to be a girl, since I was now having sex like one. Was I going to end up having a sex change operation and have boobs!? Oh hell no!
Yet, here I was doing all these other things that I once would have bet a bazillion dollars too that I'd never do! But, STILL, I just didn't think that was true! I loved everything about being a guy! Ummm ... except for the sex part. And yes, I knew most men sure didn't think sucking dick or being fucked was the definition of manliness! I was confused really. I did have this fear and now my Stud was playing right into it! Is this the next step in me losing my dick and balls and become a girl? No, no, no! This isn't happening!
He just smiled, sat on the bed and whenever I got excited or resistant, he'd have me suck his cock and look up at him. So, we're both naked and I'm on my knees submissively sucking his gorgeous cock and he was right -- it ALWAYS calmed me down and made me wish to do most anything to please him.
He said, "Listen up. I KNOW you aren't a girl. You wouldn't be here if you were. I have found that I actually prefer guys like you over women, which are just way too much of a hassle right now and I'm too busy for that. Maybe someday if I want k**s. However, don't disparage sissies. You have sex exactly like sissies do. You love my cock in your mouth right now more than anything. You love swallowing my cum loads. So, does a sissy. You love me fucking you and in a few minutes, breeding and seeding you. So, does a sissy. I don't want to make you into a girl or even a shemale, because I think you are better than both -- much hornier and much better in pleasing me. You are almost like a 3rd gender -- not a woman, not a man, but a guy who loves sex like a girl -- a guy-girl or gurl, if you will. I simple want you to have sex like a sissy or guy-girl or gurl and dress to reflect how you now always have sex! Tell you what, try it just this once and if I don't please you, you never have to do it again. It would please me greatly Babe!"
Magic words: "It would please me greatly!" He KNOWS all I want to do is please him when his cock is in me. He cheats, but I love it. I take him all the way down my throat, lift off his cock and say, "Ok."
And almost immediately regretted it when I got up, sat on the bed, pulled those red panties on, then the hose and got him to help fasten the red bra. You know "Fifty Shades of Grey"? Well, I turned at least 50 shades of red! And he didn't help by teasing me, "Bet your buddies would love to see you now!" Then make me feel a little better telling me I looked sexy as hell. And his cock didn't lie -- it was bigger and harder than I'd EVER seen it before!
Then, we had the hottest sex I had EVER had in my life up to that point. One distinct memory I have is seeing myself in the sliding glass mirror closet doors by his bed and seeing this handsome stud fucking this skinny gurl and that gurl was me! And then the feeling of his cum soaking my pussy! Those two memories will stick in my brain forever! It was soooo surreal and I never felt less manly and masculine in my life! Yet, man of his word, he pleased me greatly!
I never balked about dressing as a gurl for him again! On the contrary, I began to look forward to what he'd buy me next to wear for him!
Anyway, that long story is where I finally became ok with my sexuality. I never worried about the fear of becoming a girl or shemale again.
I was something different -- I was a guy that loved having sex as a gurl. I had the same sex drive as a guy I'd always had, it was just that I now craved a cock and cum in my mouth and little bottom versus giving it like real men do.
Call me a sissy, a guy-girl (gurl), cross gurl, pussyboy, CD bottom, cocksucker or just a gay submissive bottom, doesn't matter. I'm just not remotely related to being a girl or shemale, except for the way I perform sexually and crossdress to reflect that. The men I like and end up with, like me the way I am and they like that I am male, because that's what drives my horniness! But, I please them with my mouth and pussy as well or better than most girls.
More power to shemales and I have absolutely nothing against them whatsoever, but I am NOT a transsexual wishing to be a girl. I just want to have sex like a girl and dress like one. I have ZERO desire to be a shemale, because again, that is losing being a guy and closer to a girl than a guy. I am a guy and I want to keep my dick and balls, even though I don't use them, because they are what also keeps me horny like a guy. At best, I am just a transvestite because I crossdress because it turns on some guys and I love turning on guys. I don't even have to crossdress and only crossdress when playing with someone -- be it a man that prefers that or another CD, which, btw, is also VERY fun.
I have lost my fear of me becoming a girl completely. I don't want to be a girl or even a shemale, just a guy who pleases men like a gurl. And I like playing with other gurls too! Especially the ones who have figured this out too!
Cheers all! Stay safe! Can't wait to get some cock after all this shelter-in-place is over!
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