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I have a little time between travels this Summer and I have been thinking alot about my experiences with cam entertainers here at xHamster. I know it is a growing business and has been really entertaining to me and enlightening for me, considering my maturity and the years I spent working in the gentlemen's entertainment business. I still believe that the work here on cam is, day-to-day, much more difficult than anything I ever did. I just wanted to begin to pay tribute to those entertainers here who I believe have most consistently done their work professionally, fairly, and consistently each… Read more

I just love the thought of a bunch of gold members going with me to the camroom of a friendly, fun entertainer, showering him or her or them with some tokens, and pretending to have wonderful naughty group sex. I love the thought of all those stiff cocks getting off on the entertainers, and perhaps a little with me too. I am too old now to be a camroom entertainer, but I still love sex and would love to play this kind of game. I am almost certain we could find a willing entertainer who would not only earn some money but have some fun. I am a gold member, but the real fun for me is sharing.… Read more

I do not like this anonymous Gestapo visitor. You will see below, why I will not enter any camroom in which this visitor intimidates grays. He or she takes on an authority that is not appropriate, as it is the entertainers authority. I will not enter into a room or tip in a room in which he/she is present. STFUORTIP Well so sorry that i offend you but sorry these fools have no manners the more the persist the more i will tell them what i think, they are rude and demanding i have no intention of stopping what id o as some of the models appreciate it and like me in there rooms so i cant help… Read more

For those of you had read the earlier segments of my story, forgive me for the hiatus. As you might have been aware, there is much truth in what I am telling, albeit some 30 years after the events. I needed to take a break in the telling because it is more emotionally draining than I ever thought it would be. But it is cathartic for me too, and I will continue if people think it worthwhile. So far I have had enough positive comments to encourage me to tell. Anyway, I did not sleep very well that night. Even though it was clear to me that Ron wanted me to do everything I'd done, I was only c… Read more

This is a follow-up to my earlier post about new cam entertainers and some things they should be taught, or learn early on, in order to be successful. I have since spent more time as a visitor, and more token-money, as a visitor, and here are some other things I have learned. I know the male perspective may be different, so please understand that these are just my opinions. 1. Cam entertaining is hard work. Like all work, it is sometimes difficult to be enthusiastic when beginning each work day. But if you are setting up anyway, you may as well earn money. Care about yourself. If make up is… Read more

I have been a user of xHamster, in one way or another, for several years now. Until quite recently, I had not visited LiveCams. I now visit xHamster as often to view the Cams as I used to visit for porn and my friends who like porn. I think that I am one of few women who like it, or it least who are bold enough to visit and enjoy the cam entertainers. Years ago, I was what we then called, an exotic dancer. I think I relate to the camroom entertainers because it is such a difficult job. In some ways, I envy the camroom entertainers because they do not have to physically touch, or be touched… Read more

About a half hour later, the phone rang and I heard Ron pick up. After about two minutes of murmured conversation, Ron called for me and told me Jeremy was on the phone and wanted to talk. I had put on just my laciest bra and panties in anticipation of Jeremy's return to our house, and ran to the phone. Jeremy told me he planned to spend the night at the hotel with his friends and he hoped I was a little disappointed. I told him, more than a little. He asked me to tell him that loudly enough for Ron to hear. He asked if I was hoping to be fucked more tonight, and I asked what he thought. He as… Read more

Within less than a minute, Nicholas came into the bedroom. He was bigger than Chris, and within seconds he had his cock out. I spread my legs and lifted them high in the air and told him to fuck me, as I had not had nearly enough yet. I loved how quick he was to just get on top of me and start ramming his cock into me. Once again, I was surprising myself that I could not only handle what was going on, I actually was loving it. Nick was more lasting than Chris had been. He was also more talkative and told me how excited I had made everyone, and how lucky they were to have met up with us at… Read more

The range of emotions as the first guy took my arm and came into my bedroom with me was almost too much to bear. I was still so angry at Ron that if I had a weapon, I might have used it on him. He was being ridiculous letting this happen; standing by and let his good friend set me up with a couple of strangers in his own home. He was quickly turning his home into a brothel, and I was the bait, the whore. On the other hand, the whole evening had taken on a surreal quality. I had to admit I had loved being fucked several times the night before by Jeremy, and the anticipation of fucking him t… Read more

When we left the hotel bar, it appeared as though Jeremy had asked the others to join us in his rental car. I asked how his two friends were going to get back to their car at the hotel lot, and Jeremy said that he'd already told them they could stay at my house for the night, and Ron would drop them off when bringing Jeremy to the airport in the morning. I asked where we were going to put them, as we only had two bedrooms, and Jeremy simply said we'd figure it out. Jeremy asked the three of us to get into the back seat. Had I not been so randy from all the drink and dancing, and thoughts of… Read more

I could hardly concentrate as I got dressed and put on my makeup. I should've been exhausted from the amount of fucking, or being fucked, I'd been through, but my senses were at a peak. I had never been a makeup fanatic, but tonight I wanted to look my best. Although I knew that Jeremy liked me as much as I liked him, it was clear he was more experienced at this kind of arrangement than I was. It appeared to me that he knew Ron in this way much better than I had. It was almost like this was not the first time Jeremy had taken a woman away from Ron, and Ron seemed to be eating it up. I looke… Read more

When I awoke Jeremy was not in bed. I could hear Ron and Jeremy talking in the kitchen. I knew that Jeremy had business to do, even on a Saturday. He was in from the west coast to deal with one of the franchises for a national health club for which he was the marketing manager. It's amazing how Ron and Jeremy ended up doing similar work in similar companies, but different ones. They actually knew many of the same faces, Ron from a sporting goods standpoint, and Jeremy from the spa business. Anyway, Jeremy came back in the bedroom, kissed me, and told me he had to run, but that he'd be back… Read more

So here I was with my husband's friend of like 12 years, in my bedroom, almost nude, and my husband just outside. Jeremy closed the door, told me my husband was a fool and began to treat me in a way I'd never been treated before. He told me he knew I was a whore at heart, that being a whore is a really good thing, and that he would help me take advantage of that nature. He told me that I should give in to what Ron seemed to want, and that I shouldn't feel too badly about it because Ron was at heart a foolish fellow. He then sat me down on my bed and slid his hand, I mean four of his fingers… Read more

I dressed for work almost in a daze. But I was not dizzy enough not to shave my legs and put on my nicest satin panties and bra under my business suit. I was so excited that I didn't know how I'd get through the day's work. At work, the men particularly, hovered around me more than usual. I woundered whether I had the scent of excitement on me. I felt a little guilty thinking that I was looking forward to being fucked by Ron's competition, in our own home, but then I recalled that it was not my doing. Moreover, I wasn't at all sure that this was what Ron had in mind. When I got home, Ron… Read more

The next morning I woke and Ron was already dressed and ready for work. He seemed very excited bout the activities of the night before. I, on the other hand, had no idea how I felt, except that I knew life was different. I now not only had permission to fuck others, I had complete support and active endorsement. Yet, somehow, Greg did not seem the right guy. But I had to admit there was a little excitement running through me. It was never that I was overwhelmed by lovemaking with Ron. But I couldn't believe he wanted me to be such a slut, especially in front of his friends and co-workers. W… Read more

When I got back to the party Greg was standing beside his wife. She looked at me and I tried not to stare back, but I sensed that she thought something had gone on between us. Ron quickly came over to me and almost dragged me outside. He wanted detail and I told him to be patient. All I said to him is that I'd done exactly what he wanted me to. He told me he loved me for it and was ready to leave. I thought it best not to rush off. I got myself another drink and walked over to Greg and his wife and tried to chat with them without seeming to show anything unusual. I believe we did a good job… Read more

You can only imagine the thoughts that were going through my mind. It wasn't that I couldn't see the attractiveness of a life open to many sexual partners; it was simply that this was not my conception of how marriage was supposed to be. Nevertheless, I gradually became open to opportunities around me. This was something I never would have done without encouragement. I began dressing more in the manner that I had when I was single, and my husband provided me every opportunity (and the wardrobe) to do so. I began to take opportunities to flirt, both at work, and with couples we were friendly wi… Read more

After this, there was hardly a conversation between my husband and I that did not touch on his interest in my being with others. He told me lots of his ideas that he fantasized about when masturbating. He admitted that he got more excited thinking about me being with other guys than he got about any other kind of sexual thing. He couldn't get enough about hearing me tell, and re-tell him about every sexual experience I'd ever had before I met him. Frankly, I was beginning to think this was the only way he ever got an erection at all. You can imagine how disconcerting all of this was. It wa… Read more

While sex with my husband was okay, over the first few months of our marriage I noticed the frequency of our intimacy and the intensity of his fucking was waning. He said it was natural for that to happen after the first few months, but that it would return. We also began to disagree about c***dren. I wanted them and he wanted to wait. He bought me a few toys, eg. a dildo and a few vibrators, and told me he wanted to watch me use them on myself. I was no novice, and he was my husband, so I easily obliged him. Unfortunately, this began to overtake our intercourse, and he couldn't seem to ge… Read more

I got married when I was 22. Don't ask me why. Women got married younger then, and I had just graduated college and was ambivalent about what I was to do. And I thought I was in love for life. Although I had substantial sexual experiences in school (some lesbian, group, and multiple partners) I thought I could commit to a life with one partner, especially if I had c***dren. And I thought I was ready for marriage. So, I eloped with the man I knew for six months in my senior year. He was 30 and I thought he knew lots more than I did, he had a good job, and was very handsome. I believed he ado… Read more