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<3 Draft 4

<3 draft 3 This is to be my very true life story and will only be more "kill it" by the time I'm done writing. ~~~~ Preface ~~~~ For the past three years I have been trying to write a poem about a war with death, a spiritual unfolding when ideology meets actuality. Being unable to "properly" rationalize ones own state of life, for lack of way or reason, I am here but unable to write, or hold the words still in my mind, let alone type out pages of writing. Talking has become a tedious task, with little else to think about other than the plight of my c***dren, and all of the lost time for s… Read more

Posted by budamcba 2 years ago

Wondering Data Plan

Phone: - Cross network Smartphone - 500+mb/s Data Transfer via sim/usb Tethering - 2sd card support - 2 sim card support (load balancing/strongest network) - 1 HD photo/video camera with infrared and night sight lenses - hardware zoom + hd software zoom - Dimmable Flashlight - Highly detailed bios diagnostics - Easily run Minecraft and voip messaging programs at the same time. - Wifi repeater\hub modes - am/fm receiver/transmitter - Solar charging back/accessory - Audio/Video spectrum awareness beyond that of the human eye/ear - Replaceable screen protective layer - GPS/Compass/Barometer/T… Read more

Posted by budamcba 2 years ago

Copy/Paster

First Comment! <3 <3 Beautiful 0000… Read more

Posted by budamcba 2 years ago

Future X Post

Level Code Mini-Games Naked Game Chats Minecraft Server "Has Penis" and "Is Crazy Shit Button" buttons in photo frame or apon upload. Selectable Category Homepage Blocks Favorite Folder Sharing on Walls, Comments and Forums. Favorite/Random/Category/Current Page Playlists Slow-Motion Slider -100/+100 or Slow-Motion Preset Range Selection, 1/4, 1/3 ,1/10 More Blog Support!! - Share Blog Posts Photo/Video/Code Support for Walls, Comments and Forums. Cross Platform Profile integration between Content site, live site, Forum site and a "game engine" A General Topic Forum Uni-code support for… Read more

Posted by budamcba 2 years ago

Jot Downs

Quantum Physics - "Grand Unification Theory" d1 Electro-Strong Force - Hotter = +decay / colder = +magnetic. Weak-Gravity - Pressure = +Gravitation / Tention = +Dark Energy Quantum Physics - "Alpha/Beta Flux Theory" - the engine of creation - d1 In an appropriate medium at an appropriate pressure and temperature the fission of a nuclear particle losing an electron/neutrino pair can be intervened in as to absorbed the neutrino into a medium before annihilation can occur. the remain electron can absorb via fusion back into the atomic structure. releasing in two steps heat/electricity with the… Read more

Posted by budamcba 2 years ago

<3 draft 3

This is to be my very true life story and will only be more "kill it" by the time I'm done writing. ~~~~ Preface ~~~~ For the past two years I have been trying to write a poem about a war with death, a spiritual unfolding when ideology meets actuality. Being unable to "properly" rationalize ones own state of life, for lack of way or reason, I am here but unable to write, or hold the words still in my mind, let alone type out pages of writing. Talking has become a tedious task, with little else to think about other than the plight of my c***dren, and all of the lost time for study, research,… Read more

Posted by budamcba 2 years ago

<3 draft 2

I was trying to write a poem about a war with death, a spiritual unfolding when ideology meets actuality. Leaving me unable to rationalize my own state of life, for lack of way or reason, I am here but unable to write, or hold the words still in my mind, let alone type out pages of writing. Talking has become a tedious task, with little else to think about other than the plight of my c***dren, and all of the lost time for work, study and training this has all cost me. Many computers have been thrown at the wall in this time trying to write a single paragraph on the subject. It’s been almost… Read more

Posted by budamcba 2 years ago

Link Repository

This note is a link list of products and websites i use frequently! I have put extensive effort into making sure that all these links are good and safe! <3 The Following is a downloadable partially reconstructed database for my Facebook Page Residual Image. Residual Image is currently hijacked and/or inaccessible, if you happen to be one of the wonderful internet lady's shared upon the awesomeness of Residual Image please make note of this as all my computers, phones and account keychains were stolen in 2018. The collection Multiverse was the end goal of Residual Image which I still belie… Read more

Posted by budamcba 3 years ago 2

The Sex Talk

The Talk! ~it only to an hour to write!~ I've put very much thought into this subject and i figure safety and honesty are the important elements that need explanation. Talking is the most important; good honest conversation that addresses desire and concern and leaves both parties in a boat they can both move forward in is the ideal place to be! Safety is the second importantist. Condoms suck! but they are better than unexpected babies, incurable disease and all of the stress and paranoia that come with not using one! Do not put stupid stuff in your vagina and respectively do not put your… Read more

Posted by budamcba 3 years ago

Treason Fuck Pile

Blatantly self important hat wearing pieces of shit, superior in all the ways if your a tiny little chick. iv layed them all out, in pools of their own blood, but their still winning, in their own heads the battles won. Their Comfortable like kings, Im watching the malevolence grow, this treason fuck pile has no place left to go. Tied up in a pandemic, paid for by an abandon economy, they sound like a cows ass talking but to each other its divine prophecy. i would like to say that i was important but I'm not, they're just crazy. they're back staby traitors that are so comfortable their lazy.… Read more

Posted by budamcba 4 years ago

Irony

Don't try to help, it will cost you alot more then a few moments of time and some space on the floor. It will cost your sanity and your will to survive, they will bleed the soul out of your whole families lives. This isnt a game of give and take, this is a game of bleed untill you die. Dont take my word for it go read the good book, they tied the son of god to a tree, stabed him with nails and watched him bleed. The life of jesus was just pure vanity, he unitentionally proved how evil this world is. Its not a choice that he woke up and made, he was forced into the circumstance, which still ha… Read more

Posted by budamcba 4 years ago

Shithead Mountain

Shithead Mountain Read my resume it's a whole three pages, half the employers have been gone for ages. Their businesses were crushed or have fallen apart, a loss of trade contracts left them all in the dark. Struggling to stay above the tides of treason that is sweeping its way across the scamadaian plains. It's an impossible war for a mom and pop shop fighting the likes of the traitorbook cops. They’re the ones pushing mass surveillance, to drive us insane, they micromanage our lives, It's their RTS game. Shits all fuked up, it's like a Chinese proverb, Confucius says its time for them to… Read more

Posted by budamcba 4 years ago

Closed Debate

My poetry is usually to debate a question about my inner angst, loneliness and direction. At this point I sit here debating reason, what do I do with all of these traitors and their treason. I'm tired of repeating myself, the government doesn't care, it's a pointless debate, these shit heads are everywhere. At least on X I can be more vulgar. I can use terms id never use like "treasonous whore". id rather write love notes full of complements and care, but after all this shit the love is just not there. im stuck in a pool of bad metaphors and anger attempting to reason myself through all of th… Read more

Posted by budamcba 4 years ago

Internet of Shit

The internet has become less worthy of our time, it's supposed to be a message but rather its a crime, From the micro-transactions that ruined video games, to wonderful ladies that bought real sexy. They're not a cum guzzling whores, their beautiful flowers and we should feel nothing but honor that they want to show us their tits. The traitors on these sites are police and stalkers, your beautiful videos are the reason it is. Their all ass burned because they fell in love with a screen, they hear it every 5 seconds and just want you to leave. The intention of the whole thing was communicatio… Read more

Posted by budamcba 4 years ago

No Reason

I'm the guy who will save you if you need it, I need some funding for my war on treason, I imagine a completely different life when I stare at the sky, I'm just a fucking brick layer, why am I involved, I don't know why. When I look around all is see is empty, the streets are lading with garbage galore, all these people have clearly been paid off, paid off by my traitor, i'm sure. The point of this poem was support and security but I still wake in the morning with new injuries, my life is lost, and im to far gone to cry, all I care about is watching this traitor die. they have endangered my… Read more

Posted by budamcba 4 years ago 1

Malevolent Fucks

Malevolent Fucks I've been drifting the streets since I was 16, I've never had a stable life, rejection is the norml for me, It's not that I'm unattractive, I'm built like a wall, but it's not about the ladies, I have love for them all. I surf a sea of couch cushions, I hope to find a home. it never actually works out that way, there is always something to fuck up my day. . I cant sleep here all the noise is to loud, I can't hold down a job because everyone is fucking me, I save a little money and open an investment account, the bank goes retarded and now I have to sell. I'll take a little lo… Read more

Posted by budamcba 4 years ago

Scamada

Population 1, the leader of none, we ain't got no liberty here. Scamanomics, this shit is fourth world, like a Nigerien email about a dead heiress girl. the money is lost and it's never gonna be found, like planes into buildings, it's all falling to the ground. Don't read the signs because they're not the face value, when you hit that register you'll see. Mac d's make 200 million a year of a rounded up valueless penny. I’ve watch this treason unfold my whole life, well the government liquidates all my precious time. There are no jobs, no chicks and no reason for all this chaos to manifest thi… Read more

Posted by budamcba 4 years ago

Shit in my Head

Shit in my Head I went sea to sea searching for litter sister, they're everywhere but no place to be found. I’ll stop here and dig in, fortify the fox hole, make some cash and begin. but oh shit, this isn't what it seems, all these mother fuckers are framing me. That's okay, it's not my first dance, I’ll fight for little sister with blood pouring out of my chest. I've always believed in the back of my head that the world was more fucked up then I understand, but make no mistakes, it's just me and you, im used to this cold, what are you gonna do? Seal island is a desolate place, it's gonna be… Read more

Posted by budamcba 4 years ago

Its like this

Its like this I model myself after St Christopher, I carry babies across rivers, I try to be honest and care. But Jesus wasn't around for shit Nixon said, "It's all Treason" and the horse shit that spread. My babies have bad lives, I'm street dad and that's alright. but as soon as I get a bit of leeway, the scum come sucking all the love away. The Nazi's won the war on whatever, but they too were pawns, how clever. so what does the plight of all our lives have in common, a whole lot of treason and know one to confide in. Everyday is a desperate battle to survive, the twisted fate of all our… Read more

Posted by budamcba 4 years ago

Im the guy in the corner

I'm the guy in the corner I recently went through a lot of hell, just chilling, healing, waiting for my next moves to come into play. not the path i would have made for myself but I'm gonna conquer this sh*t anyway. the lady's bring peace to my war torn soul, I'm back to square one with nowhere to go. so I'm gonna sit here, and wait, watch over and debate. right in the corner, jello shooters on a plate. I love them and they love me, it's because i don't try to tear their clothes off you see, A gentle kiss on the hand, oh gosh your so beautiful, but the hell of my life, oh gosh its so terribl… Read more

Posted by budamcba 4 years ago 2