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Greetings fellow hamsters, I have been actively MtFing for years now, and I'm ready for the next step. I've figured out I'm genderfluid and want to embrace this truth publicly. I think it is finally time for me to go out dressed en fem. Not only will this help me live my truth, but I think it will make great content as well! I'm going to see if I can get silicon breasts and shape wear to help me present as more feminine in public. I'll also need clothes that are more... street legal lol. A new diet and exercise plan will go a long way towards looking better as well. I want a very androgynou… Read more

People want me to try chastity, so I will. I have a little pink cage and want to do a fundraising challenge with it. I will fundraise for a week, and for every ten dollars raised I will wear the cage for a day. All days worn will be consecutive. It will NOT be removed during this time. You can donate via my cashapp $meragrant, OnlyFans tips, or Twitter tips. Please label any donations as "chastity" or something similar that will let me know what it is for. I will be posting about the experience on social media so everyone can know how it goes. Will it make me so horny that I let every man in… Read more

Ever wonder why I post a ton of pics all at once sometimes and then new content seems absent for a while? That is because I have the worst living situation for a CD. I live in the rural south, and even worse, with my parents. My mom is retired and my dad (who hates people like me) works from home. Dressing here is simply not an option. I'm out to my mom, but not my dad. Even if I could, I have almost no internet access. All the pics I posted recently were posted while housesitting. That's the only time I can dress, and the only time I can upload. Here's a true story. I dogsat for a guy who li… Read more

https://onlyfans.com/meragrant Well, I joined the fad and signed up for only fans lol. I put all of my sexiest videos on there. Some include: Military Man Fucking Me Me Fucking Asian CD Me Fucking Latin CD Raw and Me Jerking Off It is only 4.99 but I have a limited sign up deal for 3 dollars right now. I plan on being very active and adding tons of new content soon with new CDs. See you there!… Read more

Why can't men just decide what they want? Why come to me and BEG for me to hook up with you if you are going to stand me up? I have been fucked TWICE in 3 years because I get stood up so much. I live in the middle of nowhere and paycheck to paycheck. I literally can't afford to drive an hour to be stood up. If you are uncomfortable or change your mind just fucking tell me coward. I will not care if you cancel! It will not hurt my feelings AT ALL. So many of you are afraid of your sexuality too. I LOVE when a man asks to suck my dick and then explains to me why its "not gay". You might not be g… Read more

I need a guy that can be a regular hook up. Someone near Statesboro is best. I will get a hotel nearly every week for the summer and want to play. I want a guy who can give it to me and buy me cute undies to get fucked in. Apply on kik at meragrant… Read more

I got stood up today for the last time. I need a guy who can meet in Jackson GA for a hook up. If we like each other, maybe we can make it a regular thing. I like guys who are nice and considerate. If we keep hooking up, I would like a guy who gets me lingerie and stuff to fuck me in. I want someone who will actually show up. Every guy for the past 2 years has stood me up. Kik: meragrant… Read more

I am thinking about dressing and bottoming again if I can find the right guy for regular hook-ups. Soon I will start getting a weekly hotel in Statesboro GA so I would like someone near there. I want a guy who I would enjoy hanging out with as well as fucking. I like generous guys who get me gifts. I mean I am paying for the hotel lol. I just have no experience and want to get more while I'm young. Any takers? Message me!… Read more

Some guy from Casablanca legit just asked me to marry him. He has never spoken to me before Has never seen my face This guy is telling me he is a rich celebrity and can move to America. Of course I don't believe him, he probably just wants me to say yes so he can get off to it. If he really DOES want to marry me though... that is crazy. Are there no CDs im Morocco? Maybe they all turned him down already. HA! UPDATE: He asked to talk to my parents, and said I was blackmailing him because I wouldn't give him my passwords.… Read more

So I'm trying to be more active again. I've been posting pictures and I hope to have new videos up in April from vacation. I will also have a lot of exclusive content on my Patreon for my donors so please check that out. The next video for Patreon will be my first time taking a BBC so be sure to check it out! https://www.patreon.com/meragrant… Read more

For everyone who has donated to unlock videos, I will be putting all donor materials on Patreon from now on. I already have two exclusive videos on there and I have two more ready to upload. I will be leaving the donor videos I have on here up, but I will also put them all on Patreon since that is where all donor content will be from now on. I might remove the videos if they end up getting in the way, but for now they will stay up for those who already donated in order to see them. If you want to donate and see even more sexy content the link for my Patreon is in my "About me" section. Thanks… Read more

So I haven't dressed in almost a year cause all my stuff in in storage minus a tangled wig and one small bag of stuff. I want to start dressing again but need help! If you send some amazon gift cards to [email protected] You can have one of my locked videos for every five dollars. I will have a new video if me getting pounded by a dude pov if I can get new clothes to wear for him. He is buying us a hotel room and flying to me so I dont wanna ask him for a ton of clothes :/ I want to start doing regular content again like the old days. Also might start hooking up with dudes more but idk.… Read more

I just had the best fucking sex of my LIFE. It also just happened to be the third time I've received anal. Of course we made out and I blew him, but the hard fucking was the best part! The first time I received was when a CD fucked me doggy. It was very rushed and hurt way too much. The second time was with my military boy toy and I was just too tight, plus the lube I used wasn't good enough. It wore off really fast. Tonight the same military guy came over for a 3-way. The other CD got called into work so I had G.I. Joe all to myself! Well he bought me a special anal lube after I recommended… Read more

Well my third meet up for the week cancelled on me. Thats 3 cancellations this week. I REALLY want to lose my anal virginity but I dont want it to just be some quick fuck. I would love it if someone would take me out today, preferably around the northlake mall area, and treat me like a real girl. Maybe buy me a dress or something, get me dinner, and take me back to a hotel to be fucked. I can probably throw in a little cash for the hotel :) I can't dress like a girl for the date but I can be a REALLY fem guy and even use a girls voice all day. I just want to be treated like a lady.… Read more

Just a few minutes after deleting the videos and pictures I have of Erica people are already asking me why. Here's why. She didn't want them up any more. Simple as that. If you are in any galleries or videos of mine and you want those pictures of you gone I will gladly delete them without a second thought. You have full veto power. My content with her was some of my most popular stuff but as long as she is happy I am. Plus I get to see her in person lol.… Read more

I have finally uploaded a new donor video. It is a video of me using a butt plug and begging to be fucked while wearing a dress. The video is f******n minutes and thirty-six seconds long. You can find it here: http://xhamster.com/movies/5817565/me_using_butt_pl… Now, the video is locked because it is for donors only. To unlock the video you will need to send at least five american dollars to me via Amazon gift card. My email is [email protected]. You can send me a gift code from the amazon site to my email or you can buy an amazon gift card in a physical store and type the code into me… Read more

I've come out to 2 people ever. One was my mentor. I slipped and said "he" once when talking about a CD date instead of "she" and he caught me so I told him I'm a CD that likes trans women and CDs. Luckily he came out to me right after. He's trans! We were both the first person the other came out to! Amazing right? And today I came out to a friend I might room within the future because I don't want to hide myself from a roommate. He said he doesn't care about that stuff. His Girl is bi and someone in her family is a CD.His girlfriend might move in as well so that made me feel so calm. I lov… Read more

Well it's been a few years since I've been on a date. I've had hookups and FWB but no dates in about 3 years. Tomorrow night I have an actual date with an actual girl. A biological girl (Transwomen are also actual girls) I honestly don't know what to do. I'm super nervous. I'm not really the romantic type. I don't like dating, monogamy, or the idea of marriage so it's hard finding someone who can handle that on the rare occasions that I actually date. Plus I don't want k**s. So far this girl is just my type: pretty, smart, loves naps and netflix, doesn't play games, Asian, etc.… Read more

I sit when I pee at home I cover myself with towels like a girl I am always naked at home I never masturbate without a butt plug in me I want to cosplay as female characters like Power Girl and the Pink Ranger I'm mostly a top but like bottoming too I'm attracted to men and women with money haha I know I'm awful I want to make more pornographic videos and less dancing videos I am very self conscious about my stretch marks. I'm really tall and grew so fast that I have several and I hate them :/ I hate monogamy… Read more

So I've found some people who are willing to make videos with me. I was wondering what type of videos you all would like to see the most? These videos will be for donations of course :) I could do POV blowjobs POV anal Bondage? Dirty talk? Please let me know! Thanks :)… Read more