This is an account of my journey to my true gender identity. It includes many aspects of sexuality. Bisexuality, feminine domination, crossdressing, forced feminization, cuckolding, and humiliation are some that come to mind.
It all began innocently enough, we were both young, I was a bit of a skirt chaser willing to fuck anything with open legs. She was a trim, small breasted nymph, proud of her young body and liked to show it off, a bit of a slut really as I would come to know later which is probably why she caught my eye in the first place. She was prone to wearing loose silky or gauzy tops, never a bra, slinky dresses, very short skirts and shorts, and very revealing bathing suits be they one piece or bikini. During the first years of our marriage we had a very active sex life. We fucked anywhere and everywhere on a regular basis. Myself, having a particularly small penis, had become quite skilled at giving women oral sex and my wife enjoyed my skills often. Over time she became somewhat demanding during sex, bossy really, and began to make me beg to lick her pussy till she came and then allowed me to jack off on her feet instead of fucking her. Eventually when I asked her why she told me that my little dick "just didn't do it for her anymore" and if I wanted to keep her I should not complain and do as she told me. It wasn't long before she refused to perform oral on me stating that it was "like sucking on some ones finger". She purchased an array of vibrators and dildoes to fuck herself with and allowed me to watch her thundering orgasms which I enjoyed tremendously. Watching her ramming those large toys in and out of her pussy really turned me on! I would watch her and stroke my little dick till I came on her toes and immediately lick my cum off of them much to her delight.
During our courtship we broke up and got back together so many times I lost count. Each time we broke it off we both would jump into the first persons bed we came across. When reunited she loved to tell me in great detail about her sexual exploits. Whom she had fucked, how big or long his cock was, how it felt sliding in her pussy, the size load he left in her, how she sucked his huge balls, or how she begged him to fuck her in the ass. But she always made a point to compare them to me, me and my "worthless pathetic sissy dick" as she referred to it. But as humiliating as it was, I began to enjoy listening to her tell of her sexual encounters with others. In time I would beg her to tell me the intimate details of sex with real men, how it felt to have his cock fucking her mouth, his balls slapping at her chin, the explosion of his hot cum in the back of her throat, or the sensation of his large hard cock first entering her, then repeatedly ramming his entire length into her, fucking her violently culminating in an intense orgasm when she feels his seed injected into her. If I licked her pussy and made her cum when instructed, I was rewarded with explicit accounts of her sex with other men, and allowed to masturbate my now rock hard little dick and cum on her feet, as long as I cleaned them after.
Her exhibitionism continued and became more brazen with time. She got her nipples pierced, which made her braless little breasts even more of an attraction to men, and took to wearing only thongs under her very short skirts. I had become quite used to her flirting with men on our many nights out at the local dance club. She allowed me to accompany her only until we were inside, then was told to keep my distance and watch. She always attracted attention in her very revealing outfits and had a line of guys waiting to dance with her. She took great pleasure flashing her thong covered, clean shaven pussy by crossing and uncrossing her legs while seated on a bar stool. I often tried to position myself within earshot of the guys ogling her to hear their lude comments. I found it to be very exciting and knew my wife would be extremely turned on later to hear what they had said about her. After her shameless flirting she would dance with several that she found attractive. Her dancing was more like a sex act than a dance, she would place their hands on her ass then slowly grind her pelvis on theirs. One particular evening she seemed to be focusing most of her attention on just one guy. When they danced she was kissing him deeply which was something she normally didn't do. When the music ended I saw her go towards the ladies room and emerge moments later. Walking straight towards me she stopped, leaned in and whispered in my ear, "hold these for me" shoved something in my hand and returned to her dance partners table and sat down facing me. Upon opening my hand I saw she had given me her thong, soaking wet with her juices! Her new friend slid his chair in front of hers and placed a hand high on her thigh. As they began to kiss again I watched as her legs slowly parted and his hand moved closer and closer toward her now bare pussy. Although I couldn't see well in the dark club, I could tell by the look on her face that he was touching my wife's soaking wet pussy! Right here in front of everyone! This of course had made my little 4" dick rock hard and as I tried to adjust it in my pants I almost made myself cum! My wife was now rocking gently and biting her lower lip, a sure sign she was about to orgasm. She then closed her eyes, opened her legs wide, slid forward in her chair, and rocked violently for several seconds while kissing her friend deeply and passionately. The next thing I know she is pulling me to the door and telling me "we have to home, NOW". When we arrived home my wife was out of the car and in the house in seconds. When I came in she was hollering for me to "get in here and lick my pussy", which still clothed I did. She was whimpering something about needing a real cock as I lapped at her soaking pussy when she suddenly pushed my head away and instructed me to put on one of her strap on dildoes, "the big one, I need a cock in me and your little thing is not going to do it" she yelled. I quickly stripped and did as she instructed and climbed on her, she guided the huge 10" silicone cock in herself and within minutes was bucking and shuddering with an intense orgasm. My wife now lay limp as I withdrew the big cock from her gaping pussy. She looked up and noticed my hard little dick and said "come here, I am going to let you jack off on my pussy tonight". I scrambled up between her legs (I was only allowed to cum on her feet usually) and began to stroke myself. She began to tell me how attracted to her friend she had been tonight, and when they danced he had played with her nipple rings which really turned her on, and when she was grinding on him dancing she could feel his cock growing larger in his pants. When he kissed her she felt her pussy juices begin to flow, and that's when he told her to go to the ladies room and take off her panties. "When I came back he was kissing me and started finger fucking me". "It felt so good, I didn't care that his friends at the table were watching". " The next thing I knew he had three or four fingers in me and I was cumming". At that, I started stroking furiously and began to cum all over her gaping pussy. For some reason I didn't wait to be told what to do next, I dropped down and began to lick her cum covered, freshly fucked, wet pussy. As I finished licking and swallowing every bit, she said to me, " I am so glad you like licking cum from my pussy, I am tired of dildoes and vibrators, I need real cock...I am going to start fucking other men".
Well I have to admit it's not like I hadn't fantasized about this, and I had a pretty good idea this is where we were headed, but I did not fully realize at this time I was to become my wife's little gurly bitch-and love every humiliating moment!