A realisation!!

A realisation that I have become obsessed with cock.

The progression from Straight to Sissy, from Hetero to Homo, from C##nt to Cock, pussy free and aching for pulsating penis.
I luv a shaved cock, especially cocks in hosiery & heels.

















Well!! things have changed indeed. This blog pic shocked me at first as it caused me to realise what has been happening to me, without me really knowing. I have changed from a heterosexual crossdresser, dressing since teen years on and off, usual story of guilt, purge and the re-emerge and recycling that again and again etc etc, and being slowly drawn to wanting to dress completely, wanting to excite cocks and being more and more attracted to cock. To the extent that I and SO ready for COCK!! This pic portrays that sentiment.

I am now completely obsessed with looking at cocks on the net, watching crossdressers receiving cock, watching them suck cock and looking at the semen dribbling down their face, watching cocks being inserted in their arse, seeing how they squirm with delight as they get fucked, watching cocks pumping semen into their mouths and fucking them in the arse, wishing I could dress up and play and do the same. I have realised that I need cock to suck and that its a strong desire and that I want to be fucked as well.


I am hoping for some meet ups soon to try this out and get some satisfaction. I'm looking for cocks!!