When cousins become kissin' cousins and more

When I was 18 and my cousin was 25 he caught me in his mom's dresser and wearing yellow panties made of silk,size 5 tobe exact. I didn't know it until I was in my bed in the guest room. He came in and said hi and wanted to know if I want to go in the pool. I told him I was tired and needed some sleep. Steven( my cousin) sat next to me and pulled the covers down and told me what he saw while I put the panties on. I was afraid and excited at the same time. Then he showed me his panties that were royal blue and said he needed a student. His dad's brother had showed him how to be a top and bottom panti-boi. and now I know why he was always following me around. He pulled my panties half way down and stroked and then lapped up the precum then it was my turn.Steven's cock tasted good with precum, but he couldn't wait he was very forceful and I deep throat his cock and gagged. Before pulling out his love juice squirted down my throat.Then all over my face, THAT REALLY turned him on! He laid me on my back and played with my boi-pussy then got it cleaned and showed me how to take care of myself down there. Steven was very patient by now and first put one then worked up to two then three fingers and played ith my prostate I came hard and had atleast two ounces of cum that he put in his mouth.Then lube time he massage me very good and then put a little bit of lube on and in me.Then he had me suck his love tool and told me to slbber it really good. My legs legs were up to my chest and behind my shoulders , reminded me when I caught my dad with my mom when I was 5yrs old. Slowly I felt the head then 3 seconds of extreme pain followed by just pressure Steven, my first top and lover took six or seven soft pumps. My cock grew so larger than I ever seen it. Then it lost half it's size then he SLAMMED the love tool endlessly for 2 hours I remember the time, I still to this day hook up with my love, He broke me in and my cherry.Lo..ved it he made me laugh, giggle, and cry at the same time. I need some one with more knowledge and can show me more and treat me like lady at times and a sisie-boi who needs breeding hard and long..Love a top who is 71/2 to 10 inches and not too thick uncut or cut and low hanging balls a plus