My Porn Journey - Part One - Beginnings
I wanted to share a blog with everyone, describing my journey from a casual porn observer, to a total porn junkie and everything in between. This will be a series of blogs as and when i get time to write them. Hope you enjoy.
As long as i can remember i have always been fascinated by sex and porn. I remember as a young k** once catching the briefest of sex scenes in a movie once late one night and the image is burned into my brain forever. I can remember it now, although i have no idea what the movie was. But this made a huge impression on me. After that as a very young teenager i would buy FHM and wank over the pics in there, using my over active imagination to good effect wanking over girls like Melanie Sykes and Holly Valance in between wanking over the girls i was in school with who i had crushes on.
The first time i saw what you would call a real porno was when i was about 14 or 15. My friend had found and old porn video belonging to his dad and a few of us sat around to watch it. Now to a 14-15 year old who was already a regular wanker (i pretty much wanked every night but usually just using my imagination never any pics) this just blew my mind. I can remember it so clearly, it was an orgy scene from an old german porno. I remember their being about 6-8 people all in a living room fucking each other. I was so shocked as i had never seen full blown sex before, i couldnt believe that they were allowed to make this!
I actually found a clip from this movie on here too
http://xhamster.com/movies/1761033/effie_balconi_in_dream_of_a_cook_1990.html
It is so old and dated now, and very vanilla to what i like to wank to these days, but this scene probably set me on the road to porn addiction. I remember being so shocked and even a little disgusted at how graphic the scene was. I couldnt believe you could show erect cocks on tv and at 5.25 in the clip above, i had to turn away because it was too much!
But something kept me turning back to the screen, i wanted to see more. When i got home that night i wanked over and over to what i had seen. That scene became the basis of so many of my fantasies, as i used to imagine me and all the girls from school i had crushes on being in one big orgy like in the movie. For years i wanked to this idea as it had made such an impression on me.
This was how it stayed for many years. I didnt have my own porn stash, i never found any that my parents had and this was before the internet so i just made do with my memories from this one porno and the active horny mind of an teenage k**, until we first got online when i was about 18...
As long as i can remember i have always been fascinated by sex and porn. I remember as a young k** once catching the briefest of sex scenes in a movie once late one night and the image is burned into my brain forever. I can remember it now, although i have no idea what the movie was. But this made a huge impression on me. After that as a very young teenager i would buy FHM and wank over the pics in there, using my over active imagination to good effect wanking over girls like Melanie Sykes and Holly Valance in between wanking over the girls i was in school with who i had crushes on.
The first time i saw what you would call a real porno was when i was about 14 or 15. My friend had found and old porn video belonging to his dad and a few of us sat around to watch it. Now to a 14-15 year old who was already a regular wanker (i pretty much wanked every night but usually just using my imagination never any pics) this just blew my mind. I can remember it so clearly, it was an orgy scene from an old german porno. I remember their being about 6-8 people all in a living room fucking each other. I was so shocked as i had never seen full blown sex before, i couldnt believe that they were allowed to make this!
I actually found a clip from this movie on here too
http://xhamster.com/movies/1761033/effie_balconi_in_dream_of_a_cook_1990.html
It is so old and dated now, and very vanilla to what i like to wank to these days, but this scene probably set me on the road to porn addiction. I remember being so shocked and even a little disgusted at how graphic the scene was. I couldnt believe you could show erect cocks on tv and at 5.25 in the clip above, i had to turn away because it was too much!
But something kept me turning back to the screen, i wanted to see more. When i got home that night i wanked over and over to what i had seen. That scene became the basis of so many of my fantasies, as i used to imagine me and all the girls from school i had crushes on being in one big orgy like in the movie. For years i wanked to this idea as it had made such an impression on me.
This was how it stayed for many years. I didnt have my own porn stash, i never found any that my parents had and this was before the internet so i just made do with my memories from this one porno and the active horny mind of an teenage k**, until we first got online when i was about 18...
9 years ago
My bate is now spent going between a porn scene, some images, blog posts from another porn wanker, back to a tease scene, on to hard core gang bang, some more filthy fucked up thoughts from a buddy on here before blowing over one of my favourite whores getting cream pied by multiple guys. All of it goes to feed my bate and my desire for more porn. I love it.
Finally, the link to that old porn scene brought back many happy memories of beating off to my dads porn when I was at school. Even though it is very dated and nowhere near up to the standards of today's porn, it was nevertheless a real turn on and I found myself jerking off to the scene with the guy getting blown in the kitchen.
Great post!