A married man's cravings.
I have been married most of my life. Yet, the whole time, my thoughts have turned to the few male on male experiences I have had before. Incredible, amazing experiences, giving into my hidden lusts, if only for brief moments. Times when I had felt a warm, wet mouth on me or pressed my lips against a sexy, swelling cock. It has been so long, but I remember so clearly. The lust, the thrill the excitement, the sheer pleasure of cock. If you have ever known it, in your hands, on your lips, against your tongue, in your mouth, you would understand.
As time marched on, my lusts deepened and broadened. My thoughts, my fantasises became more than just sex and the more I denied them the stronger they got. Not just sex, not just the pleasure of orgasms. I began to crave an intimacy. Laying with another naked man, feeling him next to me. Feeling each other's naked bodies. Bringing him pleasure, yearning to not only make him cum, but tasting it also. Cock has become beautiful to me, but so has the thought of giving into it. So has the urge to use a man and be used. The thought of him bending over, the thought of running my tongue along his crack the flicking it against his opening. The thought of fucking another man, taking him. The thought of him taking me, using me. Thick, hard dick pressing agasint my hole, then pushing inside... the ecstasy.
Hard to think of before, but now I can easily imagine bringing my lips to him. Pressed against him, his hands on me and mine on him. Grabbing his ass, feeling his cock as our lips meet. Oh, how incredible to part our lips, to let our tongues met. To give into the lust, the passion. The sweet, slow ecstasy of moving to your knees, the anticipation. Knowing it's taboo, yet knowing how much you want it. Oh, it looks so good. Oh, it feels even better. The sweet taste of his leaking pre cum, dizzying, intoxicating. Tasting it just once creates a memory and a craving unlike any other.
Going to an online chat room, even if to only talk. Even if only to express your lust and desires is such a turn on. To admit to another man, even if just anonimously, your craving for cock can be so exciting, even freeing. To hear another, in his own voice, in his own words, tell you how he longs to suck dick or to feel the power of a man's thrusts as he gets fucked. To tell him your own wants and needs.
Finding your way to a gay bar. Seeing a man across it, your eyes meet. Both knowing why you are there, both with the same urges and cravings. Next thing you know, you are in a quiet corner booth. Your hand on his thigh. Next thing you know, you are up against a bathroom stall wall, his tongue in your mouth. Running your hands on him. you go down on him. Sucking his cock fast and hard, the urgency, the lust, quickly wanting to make him cum so that you can taste and swallow his seed. Craving the feeling of his thick jizz sliding down your throat.
Searching the personal ads. So much cock! So many possiblities. You chat, you agree to meet. Maybe, for the first time, it's a car date. Nervous anticipation turns to arrousal and excitement as he parks next to you. Top or bottom, one gets out and gets into the passenger seat. Oh, how easily and submissively you lean into his lap and free his manhood. His musky scent, the way he feels on your tongue has you lick him and make him hard. It's as pleasurable to you as it is to him. Maybe he is verbal, telling you what he wants. "Oh yeah, lick that dick!" Maybe he puts his hand on the back of your head, pushing it down on his dick, gagging you. Wht is that so thrilling? Or, it's you leaning back. knowing how much this other man wants to suck you. It turns you on seeing him lean over. It makes you hard knowing he wants you and seeing him, submissively, undo your pants. Running his tongue along your length. Your wife never sucked your cock like this! His mouth, warm, wet, like velvet, passionately starts to bring you to orgasm. You can feel it build. Your eyes close as your head goes back. All you can think is "Don't stop, don't stop!" It feels so good. This man's mouth, feels so good. Just on the edge, he sucks you. You are ready to beg for release, then you begin to buck your hips, you begin to fuck his mouth, to his moaning delight. Yes, yes, you feel it build. Yes, yes, you are so close. Your legs are shaking now, so fucking close! Then, "Ahhhhh!" your cum begins to flow. Your whole boby shakes as you fill his eager mouth. "Fuck yes, fuck yes!" You hear and feel him swallow. He is taking your cum, he wants your cum!
When your orgasm subsides and he pulls his lips from your sensitive, spent cock, he smiles. He loved it, you loved it. Maybe he leans to you and kisses you and you taste your own cum. Maybe you just thank him and he gets out.
I imagine setting up a meeting. A fantasy would be to enter a quiet dark room, undress and slip into his bed. He is still and asleep, allowing me to drink in his naked body with my eyes, then my hands. I find soft cock so alluring and it is just resting there, on the side of his abdomen. Lost in the moment, I begin to lick it, feeling it swell. Maybe he is on his stomach. His firm, muscular ass looks amazing and draws me like a moth to a flame. Running my hands over it, so strong, so firm. The urge is too much and I spread his. heeks with my hands and lick and lap at his opening.
Maybe he enters my dark room and slips into my bed. I feel his touch, it makes my cock leap and begin to leak. His finger tips gentle run across my nipples and trace circles as he gentle pinches and rubs them. I love it! "How did he know?"
Two men came in. One moves to his knees next to me. Even in the dark, I can see his massive hanging cock just inches away. He offers it to me and I turn my head towards it. Licking it, I become hard. The second man has pushed my legs open and up. My hole feels exposed and spread open. "Oh, I can feel the head of his cock!" With my lips full of swollen, thick dick, I feel his cock push into me and it makes me moan. He slides deep into me. I can't believe how deep! I pull my lips from that hard cock and gasp just has the man in my ass leans down and forces his tongue in my mouth. We kiss, I eagerly kiss him, his cock stretcthing and filling me.
He wants me from behind. I get on all fours for him as the other moves in front. Holding my head, he drives that thick dick back between my lips. I shutter as that other hard dick forces into me and I feel his balls slapping. I feel as if I just came. The forces of their thrusts makes my cock swing and fling pre cum. I think, "Fuck the cum out of me!" as I feel his balls slap and my throat collapse. Down my throat, he fucks my mouth. I am so lost, just a fuck toy being used. A waiting, willing receptacle for their cum.
As time marched on, my lusts deepened and broadened. My thoughts, my fantasises became more than just sex and the more I denied them the stronger they got. Not just sex, not just the pleasure of orgasms. I began to crave an intimacy. Laying with another naked man, feeling him next to me. Feeling each other's naked bodies. Bringing him pleasure, yearning to not only make him cum, but tasting it also. Cock has become beautiful to me, but so has the thought of giving into it. So has the urge to use a man and be used. The thought of him bending over, the thought of running my tongue along his crack the flicking it against his opening. The thought of fucking another man, taking him. The thought of him taking me, using me. Thick, hard dick pressing agasint my hole, then pushing inside... the ecstasy.
Hard to think of before, but now I can easily imagine bringing my lips to him. Pressed against him, his hands on me and mine on him. Grabbing his ass, feeling his cock as our lips meet. Oh, how incredible to part our lips, to let our tongues met. To give into the lust, the passion. The sweet, slow ecstasy of moving to your knees, the anticipation. Knowing it's taboo, yet knowing how much you want it. Oh, it looks so good. Oh, it feels even better. The sweet taste of his leaking pre cum, dizzying, intoxicating. Tasting it just once creates a memory and a craving unlike any other.
Going to an online chat room, even if to only talk. Even if only to express your lust and desires is such a turn on. To admit to another man, even if just anonimously, your craving for cock can be so exciting, even freeing. To hear another, in his own voice, in his own words, tell you how he longs to suck dick or to feel the power of a man's thrusts as he gets fucked. To tell him your own wants and needs.
Finding your way to a gay bar. Seeing a man across it, your eyes meet. Both knowing why you are there, both with the same urges and cravings. Next thing you know, you are in a quiet corner booth. Your hand on his thigh. Next thing you know, you are up against a bathroom stall wall, his tongue in your mouth. Running your hands on him. you go down on him. Sucking his cock fast and hard, the urgency, the lust, quickly wanting to make him cum so that you can taste and swallow his seed. Craving the feeling of his thick jizz sliding down your throat.
Searching the personal ads. So much cock! So many possiblities. You chat, you agree to meet. Maybe, for the first time, it's a car date. Nervous anticipation turns to arrousal and excitement as he parks next to you. Top or bottom, one gets out and gets into the passenger seat. Oh, how easily and submissively you lean into his lap and free his manhood. His musky scent, the way he feels on your tongue has you lick him and make him hard. It's as pleasurable to you as it is to him. Maybe he is verbal, telling you what he wants. "Oh yeah, lick that dick!" Maybe he puts his hand on the back of your head, pushing it down on his dick, gagging you. Wht is that so thrilling? Or, it's you leaning back. knowing how much this other man wants to suck you. It turns you on seeing him lean over. It makes you hard knowing he wants you and seeing him, submissively, undo your pants. Running his tongue along your length. Your wife never sucked your cock like this! His mouth, warm, wet, like velvet, passionately starts to bring you to orgasm. You can feel it build. Your eyes close as your head goes back. All you can think is "Don't stop, don't stop!" It feels so good. This man's mouth, feels so good. Just on the edge, he sucks you. You are ready to beg for release, then you begin to buck your hips, you begin to fuck his mouth, to his moaning delight. Yes, yes, you feel it build. Yes, yes, you are so close. Your legs are shaking now, so fucking close! Then, "Ahhhhh!" your cum begins to flow. Your whole boby shakes as you fill his eager mouth. "Fuck yes, fuck yes!" You hear and feel him swallow. He is taking your cum, he wants your cum!
When your orgasm subsides and he pulls his lips from your sensitive, spent cock, he smiles. He loved it, you loved it. Maybe he leans to you and kisses you and you taste your own cum. Maybe you just thank him and he gets out.
I imagine setting up a meeting. A fantasy would be to enter a quiet dark room, undress and slip into his bed. He is still and asleep, allowing me to drink in his naked body with my eyes, then my hands. I find soft cock so alluring and it is just resting there, on the side of his abdomen. Lost in the moment, I begin to lick it, feeling it swell. Maybe he is on his stomach. His firm, muscular ass looks amazing and draws me like a moth to a flame. Running my hands over it, so strong, so firm. The urge is too much and I spread his. heeks with my hands and lick and lap at his opening.
Maybe he enters my dark room and slips into my bed. I feel his touch, it makes my cock leap and begin to leak. His finger tips gentle run across my nipples and trace circles as he gentle pinches and rubs them. I love it! "How did he know?"
Two men came in. One moves to his knees next to me. Even in the dark, I can see his massive hanging cock just inches away. He offers it to me and I turn my head towards it. Licking it, I become hard. The second man has pushed my legs open and up. My hole feels exposed and spread open. "Oh, I can feel the head of his cock!" With my lips full of swollen, thick dick, I feel his cock push into me and it makes me moan. He slides deep into me. I can't believe how deep! I pull my lips from that hard cock and gasp just has the man in my ass leans down and forces his tongue in my mouth. We kiss, I eagerly kiss him, his cock stretcthing and filling me.
He wants me from behind. I get on all fours for him as the other moves in front. Holding my head, he drives that thick dick back between my lips. I shutter as that other hard dick forces into me and I feel his balls slapping. I feel as if I just came. The forces of their thrusts makes my cock swing and fling pre cum. I think, "Fuck the cum out of me!" as I feel his balls slap and my throat collapse. Down my throat, he fucks my mouth. I am so lost, just a fuck toy being used. A waiting, willing receptacle for their cum.
11 months ago
