So Officially 30...

So I don'tknow how to feel about turning 30, since. Im not a father, husband, babe or besty to anyone since most people just say I am just to get something from me. Hearts been shattered to much from believing bitches that say I'm something special to them. "Bitch Shut Up, You're just Dick Drunk and want more cock..!" ;) Now I know that in this generation which is more accepting/embracing towards sluts *not that I'm complaining*, I have to leave behind all my old school instilled ways. I must make my decision; busting nuts on sluts or finding my future slut.. Help me decide.