Memories of long ago.
Tonight I was watching TV and someone mentioned Pin-Up girls and it reminded me of something I haven't thought about for many years. I started thinking about over 50-years ago when I'd sneak my fathers'playboy magazines and a good selection of Pin-up girls in a photo album that held what appeared to be professionally made photos. And another album of what looking back were amateur photos. Though I'd always figured he'd bought somewhere. And it took all of these years for me to see the truth. After thinking about the Pin-ups I went on-line looking for Pin-Up models from the 50's & 60's. It surprised me after looking through them for only a few minutes I saw one that instantly set off something in me as I realized it was one of the pictures I'd seen all those years ago and as a young man just getting interested in girls jerked off to on many occasions.
As I looked further I recognized even more of those beautiful women I looked at as I pleasured myself. Until my teens when my sister caught me looking at a picture of her in a skimpy bikini with her big tits almost falling out as I jerked off. That was the day she started sucking my cock and fucking me whenever we were home alone. I stopped going into my fathers porn stash since I was enjoying both my sister and a bi friend who'd been sucking my cock for a while. But seeing those old pin-up girls had me thinnking back to those days and things were more clear to me now as I picture the amateur photos in his collection and realize I knew who they were. I realize now that it was pictures of women my parents socialized with that had been taken when they were younger. As well as pictures he'd taken of my own mother in her earlier years.
Knowing what I know now after my wife and I spending over 20 years in the lifestyle I realize my parents were swingers. As were two other couples in our neighborhood. And I'd seen them naked in those photos taken in their younger days. They would get together at each other's house and drink and slow dance with each other's wives until it was bedtime for me and one of the other couple's daughter. And they'd put us to bed in one of the bedrooms. We noticed the music we'd been dancing to had stopped and heard people moving around in the hallways. I know now they were taking each other's wive's to the bedrooms. I never thought of it then but on several occasions after waking me up & taking me home I saw my mother pull a bra, panties and stockings out of her pocket book when we got home. And after going to bed in my own room I'd hear them fucking like crazy in their room. From the pictures I saw it looked like they'd been taken years before I was born. And their parties went on until I was in my early teens when they'd let me stay home alone or with my sister.
But it's funny to think back and realize those years ago while jerking off to a woman sucking off 2 guys, I was actually looking at and jerking off to a picture of my mother from before I was even born. But it took all of these years for my subconches to put all of those memories together. And it was jarred by seeing some old 1950 & 60,s pin-up photos.
As I looked further I recognized even more of those beautiful women I looked at as I pleasured myself. Until my teens when my sister caught me looking at a picture of her in a skimpy bikini with her big tits almost falling out as I jerked off. That was the day she started sucking my cock and fucking me whenever we were home alone. I stopped going into my fathers porn stash since I was enjoying both my sister and a bi friend who'd been sucking my cock for a while. But seeing those old pin-up girls had me thinnking back to those days and things were more clear to me now as I picture the amateur photos in his collection and realize I knew who they were. I realize now that it was pictures of women my parents socialized with that had been taken when they were younger. As well as pictures he'd taken of my own mother in her earlier years.
Knowing what I know now after my wife and I spending over 20 years in the lifestyle I realize my parents were swingers. As were two other couples in our neighborhood. And I'd seen them naked in those photos taken in their younger days. They would get together at each other's house and drink and slow dance with each other's wives until it was bedtime for me and one of the other couple's daughter. And they'd put us to bed in one of the bedrooms. We noticed the music we'd been dancing to had stopped and heard people moving around in the hallways. I know now they were taking each other's wive's to the bedrooms. I never thought of it then but on several occasions after waking me up & taking me home I saw my mother pull a bra, panties and stockings out of her pocket book when we got home. And after going to bed in my own room I'd hear them fucking like crazy in their room. From the pictures I saw it looked like they'd been taken years before I was born. And their parties went on until I was in my early teens when they'd let me stay home alone or with my sister.
But it's funny to think back and realize those years ago while jerking off to a woman sucking off 2 guys, I was actually looking at and jerking off to a picture of my mother from before I was even born. But it took all of these years for my subconches to put all of those memories together. And it was jarred by seeing some old 1950 & 60,s pin-up photos.
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