My first time out

It started when I was very young with Moms makeup Red lipstick oh my did I sneak it on . I watched her put on her makeup for work as a waitress ,then thigh hi s and bras and pantys my sisters dresses . 1968 summer I heard Valeri by the Monkeys  and knew it was about me ,Years go by made fun of as a sissy had to learn how to fight...Fast forward Im in my late teens and this girl thing hasn't changed home alone family is gone for the weekend I decide to go out as Valerie . I call from our land line to see if a club near me elm st lounge was open ? yes was the response I put some makeup, on, my sisters daisy dukes  bra and a silky top fixed my long blond hair with a round brush and spray. I got on my bicycle and peddled there  I had no car.                                                                                         
I got cat calls and whistles from old men  and was scared of what I was doing, got the bar put my bike in the  back and walked in nobody even paid attention to me it felt normal soon a man came over to the booth I was in and wanted to buy me a beer. We talked and he wanted to take me home what the hell that's what Im here for so I left with him he put my bike in the back of his van . Back to his place just divorced she left many things behind he wanted me to wear them and her perfume I did so and he put on some music and we laid in bed He Kissed me .he pushed my mouth onto his cock I loved it then he put locker room under my nose and told me to inhale I freaked out made me want to get out of there , I left he did get my bike out and let me ride away .... more of this night ???