My Journey On XHamster, Becoming An Exhibitionist.
When I first started putting up pics on Flickr they were very tame, I might have shown a bit of leg but that was about it. One day I saw a pic of a Trans gurl in her lingerie lying on a bed, mostly leg and absolutely no genitals or bum on display. She looked so very sexy. Then I looked again and I thought I could try and do that pose and it would not look embarrassing. It seemed to work and was so proud of it I posted it. Then started putting up pics of me in lingerie and heels and I got a very positive response. I enjoyed all the nice comments and pretty soon realised I could do more risqué pics and was very pleasantly surprised to find I had a decent body worth showing off.
So it pretty well remained at that for some time. I had joined XHamster but to look at the porn only. Mainly the women but I saw Transgurls doing acts I thought I would never do, wearing clothes and heels that were not for me. One day I noticed that my favourites had increasing numbers of Tgurl pics and vids and I thought hmm. Odd. At the end of doing some pics I might get my cock out and play with myself and get hard however these pics were for me alone. One day I took some pics where I enjoyed myself and got hard and imagined myself as a porn star in a shoot like I saw on the Internet then people seeing me all erect and proud. I got even harder at this and opened up to the camera. Imagined others getting hard any playing with themselves to my pics. It was a great set of pics and I really enjoyed doing them. The pics I filed away as not for posting but would keep coming back them. People would leave comments on my pics about wanting to see my cock and me hard. By this time I had seen quite a lot of porn and it seemed to be a common thing to do and more than that I wanted to do it and go further. So I finally put up the series of pics of me showing my hard cock taking down my panties and walking around in my heels. I felt like a porn star as I pressed the button and uploaded them. My cock was so hard at the thought of others seeing me like that, almost naked. They were up for 24 hours before I deleted them. I could hardly believe I did it and something had changed. A week later the pics were reposted and this time they stayed up. I would look online at the pics feeling proud and slightly naughty. Not at all dirty or sick. The comments were lovely and made me feel so sexy. I had made porn and put it on the Internet for all to see just like those gurls I envied and enjoyed watching.
I was not too surprised to turn gay either. I had been ready to turn gay for some time. When at university I shared a house and there was a male friend who looking back several times made lets say very gentle advances. I felt I saw myself as heterosexual before and was not entirely shocked at the thought of being a homosexual or at least bisexual, but more mens cocks seemed to creep into my favourites too. Then one day I saw a pic of a naked man which I found very attractive, it seemed very natural to jerk off to it. Then to watch videos of men alone and in groups. I imagined men taking my virgin ass, to be treated quite roughly and fucked by multiple men at once. It was possible I was gay after all which took some thinking about. There was a gay sauna in a nearby town and as an experiment to see where I was mentally one day I went in there. Several times in the past I had walked around the outside and not had the nerve to go inside afraid of what might happen. The thought of being gay scared me and did not want to be made gay by going in. It would be such a life changing event to happen to me. However tis time I went in and paid for my towel and got my locker key. Standing there in the changing room taking my clothes off there was a moment when I was wearing only my y fronts which I then took off and stood there naked before putting them in the locker. I was ready to enter a new world and a bit scared about it all if I was honest to myself. In a moment I would go through the door and be naked with other naked men, men who were gay, nothing would be the same again. I walked around with my locker key on my wrist with only a small towel hiding my erection until finally I took that off and like the other men was perfectly happy to expose my manhood. Initially I was a bit paniced and scared but that very soon went as the homosexual side won out. It felt the most natural thing in the world to be naked around other naked men who were, like me erect and hard. I kissed and cuddled and was groped by several naked men which I enjoyed, before one took me to a cubicle and I got to do all those acts I had before only seen on gay porn. It was not a shattering awakening but over several days I realised I was no longer straight but bi. Had porn turned me gay or was I gay before, I do not know. All I knew was I wanted more of it. I had been fucked up the ass by another man. There was not even the excuse of being dressed as a woman. I had been naked with other gays, they must have thought I was a gay, a homosexual too, just like them. Then I grasped I was gay like them. I had to accept I was not like other men I was gay. Other men had seen me kissing another man just like 2 gays do. I felt much calmer not having to hide and completely accepted that I am a homosexual and the man fucking me hard fucked away any doubts I may have had about my true nature. That my body sexually aroused men made me more aroused and eager to do more and be more corrupt. It was a relief in a way to accept my true nature.
By this time I was watching videos of gays, women and Trans fucking their holes with dildos and wearing butt plugs I went to a sex shop when on holiday and saw a small dildo and butt plug both of which I bought. Only for personal play not for the pics, well possible set dressing but that’s it.
Started in a small way anal play, opening up my ass getting it used to being penetrated by small toys. It was very enjoyable and would leave the toys in the background to suggest I was more advanced and kinky than I really was. The thought that people believed me to be more advanced and pervy than I really was excited me. The comments said they would look great if I put up some pics of me playing with sex toys. Another tgurl who had more harder pics on her page including being fucked by multiple men said I looked great and had a good body and had a lot of potential and could do harder amateur porn but I needed to mentally let go. She said she could see that I had a real need to go further and further, to be more depraved and corrupt, slut which was my destiny. I had a drive but I would not be truly happy till I could embrace and release my true sexuality and She advised some hypnosis vids and feminisation audios to realise the real slutty tgurl. A part of me really wanted to do harder pics but I was afraid and not certain. I really was not sure. Her words sort of frightened me and also excited me too. I was also kind of scared of letting go. However we would chat and her pics were so lovely and she was such a nice person. Finally she said she would send me some mild ones to se how I got on with them. To humour her I listened to them. Lady Isobella became important to me. Even now a click of the fingers and the word "good girl" make me aroused and in a better place with breasts, long hair and a feminine body being used by 3 studs filling all my holes. I would listen to them and initially get erect and cum to them then just would fall asleep to them. My girlfriend said that was good as it mean they were working and going direct to my subconscious. She complimented me on my new pics and send some more hypnos. They were equally mild she said nothing to worry about. She said I could expect to notice the changes and see a transformation. She pointed me to a site where I could buy bigger toys, enemas, speculums. I started getting more perverted dreams and watch stronger porn. I was frightened now by what I feared I wanted to do but felt I could not stop. Sure enough soon afterwards did some pics of me on a bed fucking myself with a large black dildo, with a rock hard cock pumping my hand up and down till I squirted cum, like the true slut I had become. It was clear a part of me had been reprogrammed by the hypnos to need to and get off on doing porn and exposing my body for others to enjoy. What she should have done was warn me they were powerful and would change me so I had really better want to be reprogrammed and be ready to become a real slut capable of doing extreme acts. However it was too late. I imagined myself as a beautiful porn star being fucked by big black men one at a time, sucking their huge cocks. I bought a really large butt plug and spent a long time trying to get it up me but it just hurt and my ass was not ready for it. I was shocked how big it was then the penny dropped. What had the vide done to me? Then one evening we were talking and she said she had a confession to make. She started by showing me my pics I took before the hypno vids then the ones as the hyno's took effect. It was quite startling how much harder my pics were and how much more perverted I had become. My TGurl girlfriend said she was so proud of my transformation now, that she had chosen the hardest most powerful hypnos to turn me into a real exhibitionist slut as I had a body which deserved to be shown off. the hypnos had worked as she knew they would, It was after I posted some pics where I used a speculum and you could see inside my ass that she admitted she got off corrupting innocent Tgurls and turning them into sluts using hypno vids. She would stroke herself off to my pics and was proud of the more extreme side of me she had unleashed. She said it was too late now, that I would not be able to turn back to what I was. She said I would thank her for turning me into what she was too. She said turn your cam on and I did. She then said lube up the speculum and put it in you. I laid on the bed in my heels and stockings and bra with my ass in the air. Open up the speculum she said. I did and stopped when it started to hurt as the two prongs moved further apart. No keep going she said. You are a perverted twisted bitch now keep stretching your hole open. I did so and it was marvellous. I jerked myself off like that exposing myself to the cam. People had seen me doing such perverted acts and would now expect them. I would be happier and more confident in myself and have to feed the need to do porn like the slut she had made me into. Stronger and harder porn was what worked for me now. She was right and now pics went straight on the Internet without any second thoughts. The comments and favs were especially stimulating to me now. She also said she had added a couple of different hypnos which were really taboo but would not say more but if the chance came I would really know about it.
Was in a sex shop again. The guy behind the counter said if I wanted to buy a bigger dildo and butt plug they could do a discount. He advised me on the best sort of lube to use and to take my time. So that was the sort of person I looked. My pics became more stronger and I got bigger dildos which looked better on camera.
That did not take long to happen and a proper set of porn pics worthy of XHamster went up. I had progressed from soft porn Flickr to doing proper porn pics for XHamster. Something inside of me got off at that thought. Several people commented that I had become an exhibitionist and and I realised it was true. I was becoming quite an exhibitionist. One day I was dressed and online talking to a woman and I mentioned I was dressed. Let me see she said, use your camera on the laptop. I thought about it and we connected. She complimented me on my long legs and said I was clearly enjoying myself as I had an erection in my panties. She then said the panties hid nothing so I might as well take then off which I did and showed my cock to the camera. Play with your clitty she said and I stroked myself getting more excited. Show me your hole she said and I spread my ass cheeks and presented myself to the camera. “Something that open should be filled” she said “Do you have a dildo?” Well I got it out and she said “suck on it get it nice and wet,” I did so and it was like being in a porn video. When she said fuck yourself with it I said “watch this magic trick watch me make this disappear.” At that I pushed the dildo up me, it took a couple of thrusts but it went in the easiest ever. She instructed me to move so she could get a better view telling me to fuck myself deeper and harder. Finally she said “show me a clitty explosion” and I stroked myself off cumming for her on camera. Spurting all over my lingerie It felt wonderful but more than that there was no embarrassment or anything about doing such acts on camera for people to see. To be told to do sex acts by someone else and obeying commands was so easy.
I had started camming in a small way by this time and talking to those watching who were complementing me and egging me on to go further and use bigger dildos on myself. I would fuck myself deeply taking increasing lengths, heels and legs in the air, before playing with myself and spurting loads of cum on my stomach. The audience like that.
I remember seeing a pic of a pretty Transgurl who looked like me in stockings, suspenders and high heels straddling a large butt plug with a massive erection and was very conflicted. Why do that was my first thought? What sort of perverted slut does that? It must hurt her so much. I found myself keeping coming back to the pic though and eventually bought one. I tried several times to insert it but to was too large for me. Later I was looking at some of my new pics and realised I was dressed identical to that perverted slut and wanted to be her to show my increasing depravity and corruption to the world. It took a lot of anal training and was sometimes painful but eventually I got got there and in my heels and stockings took the butt plug up my ass taking pics to show what I had become. I am that gurl now. That corrupt slut who gets off and finds its sexually stimulating exposing herself to complete strangers.
One of the men who commented on my pics was a semiprofessional photographer and we arranged a proper photoshoot. It was so exciting almost like a proper porn star in a real photostudio with lights and flash. I was made up and we did 2 series of pics. One in a latex catsuit and corset and another in a sheer see through dress, heels, and lingerie. He knew how far I was prepared to go and the final shots showed me stroking my rock hard cock wearing only heels and lingerie for the camera as he took pictures and his wife watched on. I got such a buzz from the experience and the pics were great and got a good response on the Internet, which only spurred me on.
One night I was dressed in a miniskirt and not very high heels and chatting to another Tgurl in a bar. She complimented me on my look and said she enjoyed my pics on Flickr, especially the more pornographic ones. I smiled and felt so proud.
Then there is the physical changes. I am always completely hairless now even no pubic hair, people notice. Getting both ears pierced was easy almost as easy as plucking my eyebrows to a very girly shape. I have dieted and exercised and wear sometimes quite androgenous clothes, skinny jeans which show off my ass and long thin legs. I have pumped my nipples, they were pierced which made them grow almost as big as a woman's and also made them so sensitive. Sometimes they show when wearing a tight tshirt and I catch people staring which is lovely.
I saw a series of pics of a gurl stripping outside, nude in public. When on holiday on the South Downs Way I took a camera and went out dressed in a crop top and lycra leggings, all designed to come off easily! I found several suitable spaces where using the self timer I exposed my body to the sun and was almost naked. The feel of the soil and the grass on my bare feet, the sun on my ass and cock. It was so exciting having to be naked outdoors where there was the constant risk of someone seeing me in the nude but that just made it more erotic. When I got to Southease station, a popular site for such pics, I did some more showing my cock. Again it was a fantastic feeling, standing there almost naked where people waited for trains most days. Again there was the risk of being caught and had to hide by ducking down in the concrete bridge between the platforms several times as people and cars went past. Indeed I was setting the self timer when I noticed the woman walking her dogs who was very close and must have seen me exposing myself.
I was encouraged to start wearing very high heels, retro lingerie and to continue with the chastity I had been dabbling with. Again it all felt very nice and natural and the response has spurred me on to further pics. A gurl I admire and respect said that for the right Master I would be prepared to do any sex act to show my submission even drinking their pee. I know enough about myself to think that such acts of devotion cannot be rules out anymore. I have shocked myself how far I am prepared to go under certain circumstances. I am not not sure where the journey will lead but its beginning to look as if it will not be with XHamster for much longer. Which is sad really but it was instrumental in releasing my true sexuality so I am grateful for that.
So it pretty well remained at that for some time. I had joined XHamster but to look at the porn only. Mainly the women but I saw Transgurls doing acts I thought I would never do, wearing clothes and heels that were not for me. One day I noticed that my favourites had increasing numbers of Tgurl pics and vids and I thought hmm. Odd. At the end of doing some pics I might get my cock out and play with myself and get hard however these pics were for me alone. One day I took some pics where I enjoyed myself and got hard and imagined myself as a porn star in a shoot like I saw on the Internet then people seeing me all erect and proud. I got even harder at this and opened up to the camera. Imagined others getting hard any playing with themselves to my pics. It was a great set of pics and I really enjoyed doing them. The pics I filed away as not for posting but would keep coming back them. People would leave comments on my pics about wanting to see my cock and me hard. By this time I had seen quite a lot of porn and it seemed to be a common thing to do and more than that I wanted to do it and go further. So I finally put up the series of pics of me showing my hard cock taking down my panties and walking around in my heels. I felt like a porn star as I pressed the button and uploaded them. My cock was so hard at the thought of others seeing me like that, almost naked. They were up for 24 hours before I deleted them. I could hardly believe I did it and something had changed. A week later the pics were reposted and this time they stayed up. I would look online at the pics feeling proud and slightly naughty. Not at all dirty or sick. The comments were lovely and made me feel so sexy. I had made porn and put it on the Internet for all to see just like those gurls I envied and enjoyed watching.
I was not too surprised to turn gay either. I had been ready to turn gay for some time. When at university I shared a house and there was a male friend who looking back several times made lets say very gentle advances. I felt I saw myself as heterosexual before and was not entirely shocked at the thought of being a homosexual or at least bisexual, but more mens cocks seemed to creep into my favourites too. Then one day I saw a pic of a naked man which I found very attractive, it seemed very natural to jerk off to it. Then to watch videos of men alone and in groups. I imagined men taking my virgin ass, to be treated quite roughly and fucked by multiple men at once. It was possible I was gay after all which took some thinking about. There was a gay sauna in a nearby town and as an experiment to see where I was mentally one day I went in there. Several times in the past I had walked around the outside and not had the nerve to go inside afraid of what might happen. The thought of being gay scared me and did not want to be made gay by going in. It would be such a life changing event to happen to me. However tis time I went in and paid for my towel and got my locker key. Standing there in the changing room taking my clothes off there was a moment when I was wearing only my y fronts which I then took off and stood there naked before putting them in the locker. I was ready to enter a new world and a bit scared about it all if I was honest to myself. In a moment I would go through the door and be naked with other naked men, men who were gay, nothing would be the same again. I walked around with my locker key on my wrist with only a small towel hiding my erection until finally I took that off and like the other men was perfectly happy to expose my manhood. Initially I was a bit paniced and scared but that very soon went as the homosexual side won out. It felt the most natural thing in the world to be naked around other naked men who were, like me erect and hard. I kissed and cuddled and was groped by several naked men which I enjoyed, before one took me to a cubicle and I got to do all those acts I had before only seen on gay porn. It was not a shattering awakening but over several days I realised I was no longer straight but bi. Had porn turned me gay or was I gay before, I do not know. All I knew was I wanted more of it. I had been fucked up the ass by another man. There was not even the excuse of being dressed as a woman. I had been naked with other gays, they must have thought I was a gay, a homosexual too, just like them. Then I grasped I was gay like them. I had to accept I was not like other men I was gay. Other men had seen me kissing another man just like 2 gays do. I felt much calmer not having to hide and completely accepted that I am a homosexual and the man fucking me hard fucked away any doubts I may have had about my true nature. That my body sexually aroused men made me more aroused and eager to do more and be more corrupt. It was a relief in a way to accept my true nature.
By this time I was watching videos of gays, women and Trans fucking their holes with dildos and wearing butt plugs I went to a sex shop when on holiday and saw a small dildo and butt plug both of which I bought. Only for personal play not for the pics, well possible set dressing but that’s it.
Started in a small way anal play, opening up my ass getting it used to being penetrated by small toys. It was very enjoyable and would leave the toys in the background to suggest I was more advanced and kinky than I really was. The thought that people believed me to be more advanced and pervy than I really was excited me. The comments said they would look great if I put up some pics of me playing with sex toys. Another tgurl who had more harder pics on her page including being fucked by multiple men said I looked great and had a good body and had a lot of potential and could do harder amateur porn but I needed to mentally let go. She said she could see that I had a real need to go further and further, to be more depraved and corrupt, slut which was my destiny. I had a drive but I would not be truly happy till I could embrace and release my true sexuality and She advised some hypnosis vids and feminisation audios to realise the real slutty tgurl. A part of me really wanted to do harder pics but I was afraid and not certain. I really was not sure. Her words sort of frightened me and also excited me too. I was also kind of scared of letting go. However we would chat and her pics were so lovely and she was such a nice person. Finally she said she would send me some mild ones to se how I got on with them. To humour her I listened to them. Lady Isobella became important to me. Even now a click of the fingers and the word "good girl" make me aroused and in a better place with breasts, long hair and a feminine body being used by 3 studs filling all my holes. I would listen to them and initially get erect and cum to them then just would fall asleep to them. My girlfriend said that was good as it mean they were working and going direct to my subconscious. She complimented me on my new pics and send some more hypnos. They were equally mild she said nothing to worry about. She said I could expect to notice the changes and see a transformation. She pointed me to a site where I could buy bigger toys, enemas, speculums. I started getting more perverted dreams and watch stronger porn. I was frightened now by what I feared I wanted to do but felt I could not stop. Sure enough soon afterwards did some pics of me on a bed fucking myself with a large black dildo, with a rock hard cock pumping my hand up and down till I squirted cum, like the true slut I had become. It was clear a part of me had been reprogrammed by the hypnos to need to and get off on doing porn and exposing my body for others to enjoy. What she should have done was warn me they were powerful and would change me so I had really better want to be reprogrammed and be ready to become a real slut capable of doing extreme acts. However it was too late. I imagined myself as a beautiful porn star being fucked by big black men one at a time, sucking their huge cocks. I bought a really large butt plug and spent a long time trying to get it up me but it just hurt and my ass was not ready for it. I was shocked how big it was then the penny dropped. What had the vide done to me? Then one evening we were talking and she said she had a confession to make. She started by showing me my pics I took before the hypno vids then the ones as the hyno's took effect. It was quite startling how much harder my pics were and how much more perverted I had become. My TGurl girlfriend said she was so proud of my transformation now, that she had chosen the hardest most powerful hypnos to turn me into a real exhibitionist slut as I had a body which deserved to be shown off. the hypnos had worked as she knew they would, It was after I posted some pics where I used a speculum and you could see inside my ass that she admitted she got off corrupting innocent Tgurls and turning them into sluts using hypno vids. She would stroke herself off to my pics and was proud of the more extreme side of me she had unleashed. She said it was too late now, that I would not be able to turn back to what I was. She said I would thank her for turning me into what she was too. She said turn your cam on and I did. She then said lube up the speculum and put it in you. I laid on the bed in my heels and stockings and bra with my ass in the air. Open up the speculum she said. I did and stopped when it started to hurt as the two prongs moved further apart. No keep going she said. You are a perverted twisted bitch now keep stretching your hole open. I did so and it was marvellous. I jerked myself off like that exposing myself to the cam. People had seen me doing such perverted acts and would now expect them. I would be happier and more confident in myself and have to feed the need to do porn like the slut she had made me into. Stronger and harder porn was what worked for me now. She was right and now pics went straight on the Internet without any second thoughts. The comments and favs were especially stimulating to me now. She also said she had added a couple of different hypnos which were really taboo but would not say more but if the chance came I would really know about it.
Was in a sex shop again. The guy behind the counter said if I wanted to buy a bigger dildo and butt plug they could do a discount. He advised me on the best sort of lube to use and to take my time. So that was the sort of person I looked. My pics became more stronger and I got bigger dildos which looked better on camera.
That did not take long to happen and a proper set of porn pics worthy of XHamster went up. I had progressed from soft porn Flickr to doing proper porn pics for XHamster. Something inside of me got off at that thought. Several people commented that I had become an exhibitionist and and I realised it was true. I was becoming quite an exhibitionist. One day I was dressed and online talking to a woman and I mentioned I was dressed. Let me see she said, use your camera on the laptop. I thought about it and we connected. She complimented me on my long legs and said I was clearly enjoying myself as I had an erection in my panties. She then said the panties hid nothing so I might as well take then off which I did and showed my cock to the camera. Play with your clitty she said and I stroked myself getting more excited. Show me your hole she said and I spread my ass cheeks and presented myself to the camera. “Something that open should be filled” she said “Do you have a dildo?” Well I got it out and she said “suck on it get it nice and wet,” I did so and it was like being in a porn video. When she said fuck yourself with it I said “watch this magic trick watch me make this disappear.” At that I pushed the dildo up me, it took a couple of thrusts but it went in the easiest ever. She instructed me to move so she could get a better view telling me to fuck myself deeper and harder. Finally she said “show me a clitty explosion” and I stroked myself off cumming for her on camera. Spurting all over my lingerie It felt wonderful but more than that there was no embarrassment or anything about doing such acts on camera for people to see. To be told to do sex acts by someone else and obeying commands was so easy.
I had started camming in a small way by this time and talking to those watching who were complementing me and egging me on to go further and use bigger dildos on myself. I would fuck myself deeply taking increasing lengths, heels and legs in the air, before playing with myself and spurting loads of cum on my stomach. The audience like that.
I remember seeing a pic of a pretty Transgurl who looked like me in stockings, suspenders and high heels straddling a large butt plug with a massive erection and was very conflicted. Why do that was my first thought? What sort of perverted slut does that? It must hurt her so much. I found myself keeping coming back to the pic though and eventually bought one. I tried several times to insert it but to was too large for me. Later I was looking at some of my new pics and realised I was dressed identical to that perverted slut and wanted to be her to show my increasing depravity and corruption to the world. It took a lot of anal training and was sometimes painful but eventually I got got there and in my heels and stockings took the butt plug up my ass taking pics to show what I had become. I am that gurl now. That corrupt slut who gets off and finds its sexually stimulating exposing herself to complete strangers.
One of the men who commented on my pics was a semiprofessional photographer and we arranged a proper photoshoot. It was so exciting almost like a proper porn star in a real photostudio with lights and flash. I was made up and we did 2 series of pics. One in a latex catsuit and corset and another in a sheer see through dress, heels, and lingerie. He knew how far I was prepared to go and the final shots showed me stroking my rock hard cock wearing only heels and lingerie for the camera as he took pictures and his wife watched on. I got such a buzz from the experience and the pics were great and got a good response on the Internet, which only spurred me on.
One night I was dressed in a miniskirt and not very high heels and chatting to another Tgurl in a bar. She complimented me on my look and said she enjoyed my pics on Flickr, especially the more pornographic ones. I smiled and felt so proud.
Then there is the physical changes. I am always completely hairless now even no pubic hair, people notice. Getting both ears pierced was easy almost as easy as plucking my eyebrows to a very girly shape. I have dieted and exercised and wear sometimes quite androgenous clothes, skinny jeans which show off my ass and long thin legs. I have pumped my nipples, they were pierced which made them grow almost as big as a woman's and also made them so sensitive. Sometimes they show when wearing a tight tshirt and I catch people staring which is lovely.
I saw a series of pics of a gurl stripping outside, nude in public. When on holiday on the South Downs Way I took a camera and went out dressed in a crop top and lycra leggings, all designed to come off easily! I found several suitable spaces where using the self timer I exposed my body to the sun and was almost naked. The feel of the soil and the grass on my bare feet, the sun on my ass and cock. It was so exciting having to be naked outdoors where there was the constant risk of someone seeing me in the nude but that just made it more erotic. When I got to Southease station, a popular site for such pics, I did some more showing my cock. Again it was a fantastic feeling, standing there almost naked where people waited for trains most days. Again there was the risk of being caught and had to hide by ducking down in the concrete bridge between the platforms several times as people and cars went past. Indeed I was setting the self timer when I noticed the woman walking her dogs who was very close and must have seen me exposing myself.
I was encouraged to start wearing very high heels, retro lingerie and to continue with the chastity I had been dabbling with. Again it all felt very nice and natural and the response has spurred me on to further pics. A gurl I admire and respect said that for the right Master I would be prepared to do any sex act to show my submission even drinking their pee. I know enough about myself to think that such acts of devotion cannot be rules out anymore. I have shocked myself how far I am prepared to go under certain circumstances. I am not not sure where the journey will lead but its beginning to look as if it will not be with XHamster for much longer. Which is sad really but it was instrumental in releasing my true sexuality so I am grateful for that.
3 years ago
