im a closet cd/sissy, sub slave wannabe, whats more important to get shopping today lingerie or cage, im so nervous, should i wear panties permenantly forever need training
I don't buy my clothes , some of it , like boots and latex. The most I just find outside what people throw away. Most of the time those clothes are perfectly washed and brand new , some people leave their stuff deliberately for others to use witch is better for the world...I find so much lingerie and love the adventure of finding stuff that is kinky, it makes the whole experience of being a sissy toiletslut so much more horny , slutty and submissive (what I want ofcourse ) then buying expensive clothes .Also your taste and choice never gets altered by buying stuff , yet on the streets you have no choice and find what you get. This extremely boost more confidence and enlarges your pallet of slutty sissy outfits. Things that I used to thought I would never wear , or colours , like orange or purple are now part of my huge and varietal personal style and I have so much clothes now for free that I can open a grand store myself . I have the ability too become a totally different sissy everyday. Also I find clothes that don't fit , like tight skinny jeans , I just cut of the legs and make it into hot pants and now I also have kneesocks from the same skinny jeans. Wearing that with some way to short panties is very sexy and slutty. The tighter the better and looking cheap and easy to get , or easy to be put on your knees is what a sissy slut like me wants...Also on the street you can get lucky to get caught by a top that knows what you are doing ..hopefully he makes use of you and totally defile you in a public restroom and uses you like a dirty toilet by fucking your ass painfully hard and then giving you a good blast of warm cum in your eyes, nose, face and mouth that surprises the shit out of you making you gag perfectly for hours and then get filled with very salty pee and leave you behind totally drunk of his piss which you will find disgusting at first but later on the taste make you horny and respecting him for using you so dirty like that. He knows that you rather have too much and are hardly up for the task , yet he manipulates you to be a slut anyway and let him have his way with you. And ofcourse you let him do this as much as he sees fit until he disposes of you somewhere on the freeway totally naked and dripping of cum and piss, letting you have to lift like that all the way back to where your home is...:) and hopefully your next lift will do exactly the same or even worse...:) Finally a week later arriving at home you will feel totally submissive, cum-drenched and put on your place and you will cum SOOO hard on that feeling that it feels like your exploding from the inside and have tears of joy for such a horny experience...