10 Steps To Evolving
You start to cross-dress. Usually, this happens at a young age. You identify more with your female relatives than the male ones, maybe your father is always at work, or you don't have one.
Your crossdressing fantasies involve you being a Lesbian at first. You find women attractive so it's just natural to want to be one and have sex with them after all.
You are exposed to pornography and find yourself noticing the cocks a little too much, but you push the thoughts out of your head and once you've jerked off and cum you forget about them until the next time.
Every now and then when you're extremely excited you fantasize about being the girl sucking a cock.
You taste your pre-cum for the first time. Soon you are doing this all the time when you masturbate and your fantasies about sucking cock become stronger. You start looking at TV and T-Girl porn and wonder what it would be like to have a guy cum in your mouth.
Even though you deny it to yourself, you start to find the pictures of T-Girls being fucked more and sexier. They turn you on more and more and you begin to play with your ass a little. At first only a finger while in the shower... you tell yourself you're just being thorough with your hygiene.
You stop watching straight porn and find yourself only watching shemale porn. Every now and then maybe a Gay video, but only with twinks who look kind of feminine... you tell yourself you're not attracted to men. Your fantasies about sucking cock are now so strong you begin to look at ads on Craig's list while you're jerking off. You make a connection here and there but always end up climaxing and backing out.
You start to play with dildos and find you really like putting things into your ass. You start to think of your ass as your pussy and find that the stimulation of your prostate makes your cum flow without the desire losing orgasm, you taste your cum and find that having it in your mouth and on your lips makes you harder than you've ever been in your life.
You finally keep a date and suck your first cock. It's not anything like you thought it would be and you find you're OK with it and not scarred for life. You realize you are now technically a "cocksucker"!
This pattern repeats over and over, and soon you find yourself with a cock in your ass. You think to yourself, "I'm a girl now" and you love the idea.
Your crossdressing fantasies involve you being a Lesbian at first. You find women attractive so it's just natural to want to be one and have sex with them after all.
You are exposed to pornography and find yourself noticing the cocks a little too much, but you push the thoughts out of your head and once you've jerked off and cum you forget about them until the next time.
Every now and then when you're extremely excited you fantasize about being the girl sucking a cock.
You taste your pre-cum for the first time. Soon you are doing this all the time when you masturbate and your fantasies about sucking cock become stronger. You start looking at TV and T-Girl porn and wonder what it would be like to have a guy cum in your mouth.
Even though you deny it to yourself, you start to find the pictures of T-Girls being fucked more and sexier. They turn you on more and more and you begin to play with your ass a little. At first only a finger while in the shower... you tell yourself you're just being thorough with your hygiene.
You stop watching straight porn and find yourself only watching shemale porn. Every now and then maybe a Gay video, but only with twinks who look kind of feminine... you tell yourself you're not attracted to men. Your fantasies about sucking cock are now so strong you begin to look at ads on Craig's list while you're jerking off. You make a connection here and there but always end up climaxing and backing out.
You start to play with dildos and find you really like putting things into your ass. You start to think of your ass as your pussy and find that the stimulation of your prostate makes your cum flow without the desire losing orgasm, you taste your cum and find that having it in your mouth and on your lips makes you harder than you've ever been in your life.
You finally keep a date and suck your first cock. It's not anything like you thought it would be and you find you're OK with it and not scarred for life. You realize you are now technically a "cocksucker"!
This pattern repeats over and over, and soon you find yourself with a cock in your ass. You think to yourself, "I'm a girl now" and you love the idea.
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