My sexual awakening

Like most teenagers when my cock started to get hard I couldn’t leave it alone, I wanked constantly. One of my pals had a porn stash and he’d let me borrow some. In terms of real girls, there was a group of girls we hung around with, but the furthest you might get with any of them was a feel of a tiny breast in the back row of the movies. Inevitably I’d go straight home, and up to my room to wank ! There were a couple of times where the guys showed each other their erections, but it never went further. All of this is very normal, but I had something different going on behind my front door. My mother was a raving alcoholic. I had an older sister who was out a lot and my Dad worked. Most afternoons I was home from school first. My mother was a devout catholic and anti sex except when she was drunk. She could be sober for many weeks at a time and then go on a bender for up to a week at a time. Sometimes when I got home from school my mother would be drunk and barely conscious she would bring the conversation to sex, and what an a****l my father was, going into the graphic details of what he liked to do to her. There were occasions when she said, let me show you. She was a skinny petit woman somewhat wrinkled from drink and cigarettes. She would take off her blouse and pull down her bra to show me her saggy empty tits which had fantastic dark long pointy nipples. She’d ask me to suck them for her, and when I did she went for my cock, wanking me till I came on her tits. Once she showed me her pussy and asked me to wank over it. After these sessions she always passed out and I had to carry her to bed. She never remembered anything that happened as she’d blacked out.
My first real experience of sex! My first sex with a girl my own age happened when I was about 16 after a disco in Dingle Co Kerry. There were a crowd of lads down camping the week before the Rose of Tralee. We’d been drinking in the pub and decided to go the disco for more drink, and maybe pull a bird ! I met this ‘local’ girl and she asked me back to hers afterwards. We were in the back of the car and her brother was driving, it turned out ‘local’ was 5 miles away. We got to her Family farmhouse, and instead of going in we stayed in the back of the car, and started into oral on me (a first for me) then oral on her (another first) and then then the finale - a bareback fuck ( a definite first) things didn’t last very long and when she said good night, I had a 5 mile walk back to the camp site - but it was the happiest walk ever !
if people want I’ll tell more of my sexual story